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, Irina <irislover_s@...> wrote:
very emphetic words.
I really empressed.
> so you wanna choose the easy way out...well..your
> choice! just like dear ol' sartre said...life is made
> of choices, and you gotta LIVE with it(an ironic chose
> of words right now, but very suitable). You're not the
> only one that thinks the world is a big playground and
> you're watching the other kids having fun without you.
> Your place is not amongst humans? You think killing
> yourself will place you into nothingness? Into this
> abyss of a very better world filled with only ideas
> and utopia? read NO EXIT? what if end up into the
> worst possible HELL with a crowd of people forcing you
> to speak, hearing your every thought, pushing you to
> commit, or better yet..a whole lot of nothing, a
> massive sound of silence and pressure of void
> thoughts? I'M ALONE...I'M ALONE...As a by the
> way....WE LIVE TOGETHER AND ALWAYS DIE ALONE! Here's a
> challange: try! Try living, try bearring this absurde
> existence, try being better then all these actors, try
> making your own stage! TRY LIVING FOR A CHANGE, this
> is the real DARE, not just pulling the plug! I thought
> I was dead myself so many times...thought suicide
> would be an exist, an end to this absurde, grose world
> with fake people and masks! But you know what? I'm not
> a coward! I'm not gonna let ANYBODY nor ANYTHING, not
> even my crazy thoughts take away the biggest gift
> ever:LIFE, and the chance to change something, to make
> a difference...and by that...I started with me!
> I've attached an essay..it was written in a very low,
> very close to suicide mood. I'll let you write me back
> and share some feed-back..that..if you're still among
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