I have been practising meditation for about 2 years now, only the last 2 months, I have for some reason lost my motivation and I give in to my desires.
The ego is taking control of me and I have great difficulties keeping the 5 precepts.
I even smoked marijuana.
There is no possibility to go to a monastery for me to confess.
I know that I can promise myself not to repeat the bad things again, but I need some support.
There is also nobody around who practices( there are no buddhists here)
Please give me some directions
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