Rex might have turned to anger if he had his true body, but the powerless brown Eevee despaired and only cast down her eyes, breathing heavily. It was not till her vision blured and she saw the speckled dust on the ground did she realize she was crying. "It does not matter" she said after a few moments, "Sarayu aided me in my injuries, but that is only because she was being
who she is. Kind. She
does not love me
Just kill me, or do what ever it is that you wish, I do not care anymore
I will not be alive long enough to bear anyone's child" she said quietly.
He did not know if the Dark Mew could see it, but the only thing Rex could see in his mind was the bars from the inside of his cage where he was kept as a child, love starved, wanted only for his hide and waiting for the next beating from his trainer. He tried vainly to remember some source of unconditional love in his life. He had no parents. Anthony was only a boy, he would be a young man now and would not remember him. Chardra, Corrine, Chvana, they had moved on a while ago. Ellwin was too young to make a conscious decision, and the ampharos Ellwin mistook him for a demi god so her love was unknowingly false. He did not feel like he was Rex, or Glaurung. Hazagbris, Smoke, or Michael. He was just a lonely clone, number three hundred and five. First of his line and last of his kind, and now come full cirlcle to his childhood, trapped and alone. The Eevee shut her eyes and held quite still with her head in between her paws and waited for whatever it was the Dark Mew desired.
--- In Realm_light@yahoogroups.com, "Jennifer Jones" <lil_lady_mew@...> wrote:
Falcon chuckled quietly while he caressed his tail along her cheek and raised his eyes up to the towering trees. Aware of the events occuring a few miles away at another cave between the dragon and his son. ~Then perhaps I shall aquire that dragoness in your stead? Though, do not be so naive my dear, for you remain quite vulnerable too be the mother of my offspring for the seed of that umbreon has not quite rooted...~ the dark mew sent with a cruel smile. ~And your modesty neglects your pure value as an example, or your new role of pleasing a male master...~ he added in a second later before transmitting the image of the dragoness that he had purged from Glaurung's mind during their conversation. The idea of generating raw anger in Rex on her account pleased him greatly and he was curious the extent the eevee would sacrifice herself in her effort to protect those whom she loved. Compassion was a futile effect and delusion of the mind that had zero purpose to those blessed with a gift of reason to decern the true situation while not blinded by love.
--- In Realm_light@yahoogroups.com, "Stephen" <ancalagon700@> wrote:
~Oh no, not again~ thought Rex with mild annoyance as she was pinned. She listened to him talk, but perked up with surprise when Falcon mentioned that she cared more about others then herself. Rex was very surprised and knew the Mew was telling her the truth by his disgust of her selflessness, but what surprised her was that `he' did not know that he was being selfless and assumed he was as selfish as he had always been while Falcon knew better. The dark Mews threats against her did not bother her at all, until he mentioned Sarayu, and it felt like an ice claw grabed his heart. "You do not know the comfort that your words indeed bring me. I was unaware of any selflessness in me, so I will take your word for what its worth. Also you are to late, I am already carrying the litter of another so I am of no worth to you, other then keeping Glaurung happy"