Living to Understand <br>Everything is going so
fast <br>life is going by so fast ...I cant take it
anymore. <br>I sit alone with you...watching time tick by.
<br>Important seconds in our lives <br>Trying to understand...
<br>learning the ways of life, <br>Trying to understand...
<br>learning the ways of love, <br>Trying to understand...
<br>learning the ways of myself <br>Trying to understand...
<br>learning to ways of....you <br>Trying to understand
<br>the ways of life...for the better...for the
bitter...and for the best <br>we are living to understand.
<br>________________________________________________________________________ <br>This Pain <br>I cant go on...not like this
<br>not with you <br>this pain you bring me <br>it's not
normal <br>never again will I be the same <br>never
again will I be the same <br>you aren't the person you
said you were <br>I'm takin more pain than I expected
<br>I expected everything will be ok <br>Day by Day...I
shed tears for you <br>I'm hiding From everything that
I fear <br>I cant go on... <br>So sick... <br>sick
and tired... <br>tired of feeling like this <br>I say
to you now...I love you <br>but you will never
understand <br>That all this pain IS FOR YOU.
<br>______________________________________________________________________ <br>The on going Question <br>The world <br>Our
world <br>is a depressing place....... <br>We made it
this way <br>its our fault <br>we bring our own
depression <br>the question is......... <br>How do we stop
the depression <br>our depression <br>is it something
we cannot stop <br>is it something we cannot control
<br>if you fully understand depression <br>you would
know how to control it <br>but you dont know
anything....... <br>your a slave to their system <br>you cannot
control....... <br>out of control......... <br>just a toy
<br>your actions speak louder than your words <br>to bad
you dont do anything <br>in your own ways, <br>you
bring depression right to yourself <br>it is something
we cannot stop <br>it is something we cannot control
<br>our life <br>our love <br>our depression <br>it is
the ongoing question <br>its our ongoing question
<br>will we ever find the answer
<br>_______________________________________________________________________ <br>Human Dreams Dark to Light <br>As I sit alone
in the darkness, <br>I dream about thing's...things
unimaginable to a human, <br>any normal human that is. <br>No
one can stop the torture:no one can help me now
<br>Except for one person, one person who i love, care and
live for <br>The one human who is most important to
me... <br>Its is you, who gives me light, and the power
to get through everyday. <br>In my dreams you help
me,lead me to the light. <br>I am now safe ... safe from
the darkness, safe from all that is evil <br>My life
is peaceful now, clean now... <br>Thanks to the one
God calls . <br>Thank you.
<br>______________________________________________________________________ <br>Open your eyez <br>Open your eyez and see,
<br>see that nothing is ok, <br>everything is wrong
now,because i'm not with you, <br>i need you, <br>you are my
eyez and without you i cannot open them, <br>i cannot
see w/out you <br>i need you to open my eyez...