Blessings of Peace. Several years ago my friend Ben compiled an eBook of some of my writings from this global mailing list. Though this eBook has not been distributed widely in printed publication, it has been available on the Internet.
Below is the link to the online book and an interactive Table of Contents.
Please feel free to share this eBook and to translate it into your native language for your friends.
Chapter 1 Introduction Releasing Abuse ACIM Lesson 157 An Experiment in Forgiveness Approaching the Atonement Are we here to grow? Nothing Besides Truth Releasing Betrayal Abstract Light Beyond Body Symbols of One
Chapter 2 A religion based on ACIM? Cause & Effect Chapters 27 - 29 of ACIM Christian Science & ACIM Clarification about the Bible Coming to True Perception Crossing the Barrier to Peace David, is it real? The Call to Remember God Desire is the Key
Chapter 3 Does my brother's pain exist? Can I simply drop it all? Getting to the bottom of belief Is it ever right to give up on a relationship? God is a Pure Idea as is Christ Flowing in Gratitude Gratitude 2 Gratitude 3 Forgiving Feelings of Betrayal Help with Lesson 25 How did you turn your ego off?
Chapter 4 Ideas Leave Not Their Source Is it helpful to have a guru? Is sex ever an act of love? Karma Revisited Looking Past the Form by Releasing False Belief The Experience of Love Mind Watching with the Holy Spirit Not Going Anywhere Nothing Happening and Not Seeing Having One's Own Gathering Opening to Divine Providence
Chapter 5 Questions on physical pain, Enlightenment, killing, and vegetarianism How should I practice the workbook lessons? Pregnancy and Parenting Pretending to be Human Can you reconcile evil & abuse with Innocence? Releasing the Fear of a Special Love Relationship Sexual Abuse Issues Confusion around Sexuality Sexuality Stepping Stones in ACIM Stewardship Re: Stewardship
Chapter 6 Looking for a spiritual home and seemingly stuck Taking the Next Step Thank-you / Help The Brain/Mind Confusion Self Forgiveness Through the Darkness to the Light Transfer of Training Means Making no Exceptions Not Using Miracles as Spectacles to Induce Belief to Dissolve Questions & Experience Certainty Very Basic Questions What about the Holocaust? What I Can Control vs. What I Can't Control
Chapter 7 What is Abstract Light? What is real? When will this thirst end? Take the Leap of Faith Searching for a Calling What is life without goals and ambitions? Awakening Advice Form vs. Content Calling Forth the Witnesses to Love Pondering Thoughts on Forgiveness Awakening to Christ Light
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This is a little follow up to the "Hero of the Dream" publication that I posted over several days. This follows up and helps illustrate again the projector metaphor that is sometimes used in non-duality metaphysics to describe the dreaming of the world so that one may have the understand of oneself as Mind.
All of these materials are awakening on the Teacher of Teachers website. http://www.miracleshome.org
Love, Kerri
Questioner: You wrote, "A movie projector/theater analogy may be helpful here. In the projector room, inside the projector, is this glowing, brilliant, radiant light. That's a great metaphor for the Holy Spirit. That brilliant light seems to pass through the film, which is filled with a lot of dark images..."
When one cleans up the film, the projector only projects light... Correct? In that scenario, it would seem that form ceases to exist. According to what I am reading, the perception of form, any form at all, is an illusion, a dreamlike state that is not real. What happens to form during this cleaning up process? Does the world become more and more beautiful, or less positively/negatively charged, or what? I understand the shift from hearing another person's attack to hearing a cry for love. It's becoming a bit easier for me to hear that cry for love. Is this whole healing process a progression toward being in a pure energy state? Thanks
Response: Greetings Beloved One
Your intuitive discernments are right on. Your desire for Truth is drawing It forth in awareness. Glory Be to God!
The 6 stages in the Development of Trust section of the ACIM Manual for Teachers are a good description of what seems to occur during the "cleaning up process." The perception of form seems to undergo changes in consciousness as the illusory "process" is experienced in awareness. This process may be described as the relinquishment of judgment, and the world indeed seems to become more and more beautiful as it is viewed without judgment.
As you discern in your question, the relinquishment of judgment is the release of the entire spectrum of judgment (the positive through the negative). Complete forgiveness (the Atonement) is a State of mind which reflects Abstract Divine Mind. Divine Mind, Mind Awake, is the One Pure Energy State that is Reality. The forgiven world reflects Eternity for a moment and then disappears. This is the meaning of "God will take the final step."
Godis Eternal and creates the Eternal. God's Creation has no beginning orend or steps or levels, Being Pure Oneness. Forgiveness, the lastillusion, represents a consciousness so cleared of judgment that it isready to behold the Truth of Divine Love. Judgment is not an abilitywhich God creates, for Christ remains forever as Pure Oneness in God.It is not that one "ceases" judging, as if judgment had really happenedbefore but has now stopped. Forgiveness sees illusions as one andtherefore shows that judgment is forever IMPOSSIBLE since there isnothing to judge "between."
Forgiveness is a Perspective of Meaning, for the Perspective is that of the Holy Spirit. As you share this Perspective, you share the Meaning of the Holy Spirit -- the reminder that "I am as God created Me." The world beheld in this Perspective is indeed beautiful, for in God's Peace it is apparent "All things work together for good." In this Perspective time is simultaneous and there are no separate images and events. It is happily impossible to sequence or arrange or order or judge that which is one. This momentary Perspective is the Peace that passeth the understanding of the world.
Glory and joy to the mind emptied of concepts. Love cannot be described or explained -- only Experienced. Yield to the Experience. There is nothing else.
We are now at the end of this dialogue. This is part 7 - A single lesson truly learned. This section is a little longer than the other six previously posted, but it basically reviews all the main points up 'til now and clarifies them one more time, so it should not be overwhelming.
This section is important because it illustrates the difference between Knowledge and perception. The goal of the Course is the happy dream which is still within the realm of consciousness, of perception - it is not One-Mindedness. It also goes over cause and effect again which leads us to the "secret of salvation" and the only single lesson that needs to be truly learned in order to heal the mind.
Following this dialogue, I have decided to post a supplement to the ideas presented here which I think will help to solidify the ideas. That will be posted within a day or so.
Love, Kerri
Speaker: Right, the light doesn't go away. That is the perfection of light. So, see all these bodies here on the screen [chart ]. Now let's look back… cause. So, it's all mind. The bodies fall away. The mind is animating the images, seemingly. But it is all one mind. There are not separate little people. And that is why, whoever seems to awaken always says the same thing, `Its all one. Its perfect. There are no individuals.' They speak it because they are in touch with this, with the one mind, with the truth instead of being identified with this [figure on the screen].
Participant 5: My sense is that when there is an identification as an image and all that goes with it, this mind says that it is impossible to have any understanding whatsoever of what is outside of that, what is beyond that. And when the truth wakes up or when the light shines then that is clearly seeing and so I, I don't know.
Speaker: [chuckling] That's good! And that is what I am bring everyone to, that `I don't know'. But the point I think you are getting at… and what I have said over and over is… that's what we have to all agree upon in the truest sense. And we agree upon it within ourselves, that we cannot know anything about this dream. And waking up… we were just talking about this coming here… is still sleeping. An awakened dream is really sleep. Participant 3: We were saying that even to perceive a world is still the authority problem. You can forgive the images but it is still within the dream.
Speaker: It is all sleep, but within the dream you seem to wake up and become lucid of the dream. But that is all part of sleep. And that is what I have been getting at here, that this is not knowledge. It is not true knowing. That is the point that I have been making over and over and over. And what we are coming to is an experience of realizing that we don't know, and in that realization, we start to remember who we are. And that knowing is a reflection, a reflection….or the Course calls it an approximation…of Knowledge. But that is all it is, an approximation. But it is still, in the ultimate sense, not a true knowing. Because perception and Knowledge do not go together. The aim of the Course is right-mindedness, not One-mindedness. It is an approximation of One-mindedness. So that is pretty humbling.
Participant 1: What is an approximation to Knowledge, the closest approximation to knowledge?
Speaker: The forgiven dream. The right-mind.
Participant 1: Oh, right-mind. Okay.
Speaker: Right-mindedness. Is not to be confused with the Knowing Mind, Jesus says. It is not Knowing. You know nothing. The dream was made up to deny Knowing. So, don't think that you can accumulate Knowledge in the dream. It has nothing to do with it. It is an image that denies Knowledge. So the Course, all that is not knowledge. People have said, `Oh, you know that book inside and out, you are so wise.' No! You know what makes me wise? I have forgiven! That is it. A forgiven mind is a wise mind. A wise mind sees that it knows nothing, that it cant really know anything in the dream. You see. So it is an approximation. A forgiven mind is an approximation of knowledge but its…. It's preparing your mind so that God can take the final step. This is all preparation. This is a beginning. The Course is not an end. This is baby-steps. We are babies here, we are babies.
Participant 6: And in the sense that the Course says, this Course is either wholly accepted and believed or not at all. So, we are still on the way to… what shall I say… becoming true students of the Course. I don't feel like I am there yet.
Speaker: Well, that would be an honest thing to say. And if you did arrive, I would question that too.
Participant 3: Because who arrives? Speaker: Yes [chuckling]. It feels like arriving and learning until all the disillusionments… I kept having one disillusionment after another. It was all being undone, this idea of a linear person, of going somewhere and doing something, arriving…
Participant 6: And that still clings… Speaker: That's it. That's all a natural part of it. You will see that more and more and more. You are just learning to look at the seeker in your mind. You will do it, welcome it. But watch it! Become sensitive! Look at it directly, look at every part of your life where you are doing it. Learn to look entirely. And that is where the Course comes in. You learn the whole thought system and that gives you a really speedy sort of application process. You can start speeding up in your looking because then you are not spending all your time going through all these lessons like wondering why you feel attacked all the time. The metaphysics are there to help you get really clear on that and to allow it all to wash up.
[pause, then continues reading]
"Let us return the dream he gave away unto the dreamer, who perceives the dream as separate from himself and done to him."
So, let us return that. You see? Stop projecting out here [on the screen]. Images on images. We project images on images… but return. Return to the level of correction, or bring consequence to cause. It is all the same idea.
"Into eternity, where all is one, there crept a tiny, mad idea, at which the Son of God remembered not to laugh. In his forgetting did the thought become a serious idea, and possible of both accomplishment and real effects. Together, we can laugh them both away, and understand that time cannot intrude upon eternity. It is a joke to think that time can come to circumvent eternity, which means there is no time. A timelessness in which is time made real; a part of God that can attack itself; a separate brother as an enemy; a mind within a body all are forms of circularity whose ending starts at its beginning, ending at its cause. The world you see depicts exactly what you thought you did."
You see that? The world depicts exactly what you thought you did. If you feel murder in your awareness, if you feel attacked… if you feel these things… the world you see depicts exactly what you thought you did. You believe that you are separate from God and now you see it outside. That you have murdered the relationship with God. Cut off! It goes over and over, all of that plays back to the same idea. Your relationship to the world is your relationship to God, or rather, what you believe that relationship to be.
"Except that now you think that what you did is being done to you."
You think that you are being attacked, that its being done to you.
"The guilt for what you thought is being placed outside yourself, and on a guilty world that dreams your dreams and thinks your thoughts instead of you."
That is what Jesus is saying, that you think it is telling you how to feel and how to think… all your reactions to the outside world. But Jesus is saying that guilt is in this tiny mad idea here and you are projecting it out on the screen but you are placing it in other bodies. Now you are forgetting that you did this back here [at the projector]. So the guilt that you thought is the tiny mad idea here [referring to the chart] is being placed outside of your assumed self [body on the screen]… "and on a guilty world that dreams your dreams and thinks your thoughts instead of you…" It tells you what to feel. It is controlling you, it seems to be causative. Situations arise that you don't like. Things that you don't want show up.
"It brings its vengeance, not your own. It keeps you narrowly confined within a body, which it punishes because of all the sinful things the body does within its dream. You have no power to make the body stop its evil deeds because you did not make it, and cannot control its actions nor its purpose nor its fate."
And he is talking within the context of your split mind, when you believe you are the body. Participant 6: It seems to make it real. When I get a cold I don't feel like I caused that. I don't feel like I can change my mind about that. I don't feel like I can change that effect with shifting the mind!
Speaker: "The world but demonstrates an ancient truth; you will believe that others do to you exactly what you think you did to them. But once deluded into blaming them you will not see the cause of what they do, because you want the guilt to rest on them. How childish is the petulant device to keep your innocence by pushing guilt outside yourself, but never letting go!"
Jesus is saying that it is childish.
"It is not easy to perceive the jest when all around you do your eyes behold its heavy consequences, but without their trifling cause. Without the cause do its effects seem serious and sad indeed. Yet they but follow. And it is their cause that follows nothing and is but a jest. In gentle laughter does the Holy Spirit perceive the cause, and looks not to effects. How else could He correct your error, who have overlooked the cause entirely?"
So remember, the Holy Spirit is the dreamer of the dream in your mind. He is the right mind. So when we align with the dreamer of the dream, the Holy Spirit, he does not look to effects because he knows that it is an interpretation of the effects. So why would I analyze or try to figure something out there? As long as it is out there [on the screen] it seems real. But when I bring it back here [to the projector] what happens? The power of my mind is restored. I am no longer powerless. I am powerful. I can change my mind about the world and the split is gone.
"He bids you bring each terrible effect to Him that you may look together on its foolish cause and laugh with Him a while."
So he asks you to take it back here [to the projector] so you can laugh at it. But we can't do that if we think that there is something specific in and of itself out there. Like we have been getting at here, thinking or believe that there is a reason for things that seem to happen. `Why did that happen? Why is the roof leaking? What is the Holy Spirit trying to tell me?' Well, the roof is leaking! Fix it! And don't be cheap!
[group laughter]
You know what I mean? `Why is someone screaming in my face?' Change your mind about it. It is that simple. It is not "why" is someone screaming at me… "why" questions about the dream are not real questions. They assume that there is an error that is real outside, when the error is really the interpretation of the screen. It is the interpretation. The error is that thought. So the difference between someone screaming and someone smiling. It is all a call for love. The Holy Spirit looks on this and sees love but if I am identified with a body I look out and see a separate world with many different things going on… good and bad, right and wrong, all those things. So, asking questions about the dream are not real questions. Asking for help to heal your mind about the dream is a "real" question. That is a real choice, it opens you up to real choice.
"You judge effects, but He has judged their cause. And by His judgment are effects removed. Perhaps you come in tears. But hear Him say, "My brother, holy Son of God, behold your idle dream, in which this could occur". And you will leave the holy instant with your laughter and your brother's joined with His."
This was always one of my favorite quotes and I would love to go around doing talk and I would quote it. I would say, "I have a secret. It's the secret to salvation." And everyone would be skeptical. Because you tell and it and then they say, "Oh right, it is all me."
[group laugher]
So, this is the secret, Jesus says. "That you are doing this unto yourself. No matter what the form of the attack, this still is true. Whoever takes the role of enemy and of attacker, still is this the truth. Whatever seems to be the cause of any pain and suffering you feel, this is still true. For you could not react at all to figures in a dream you knew that you were dreaming. Let them be as hateful and as vicious as they may, they could have no effect on you unless you failed to recognize it is your dream."
So it's being very clear there. Let them be as hateful as they seem to be. Just let it be. It is our judgment of them that needs to be corrected.
"This single lesson learned will set you free from suffering, whatever form it takes. The Holy Spirit will repeat this one inclusive lesson of deliverance until it has been learned, regardless of the form of suffering that brings you pain. Whatever hurt you bring to Him He will make answer with this very simple truth. For this one answer takes away the cause of every form of sorrow and of pain. The form affects His answer not at all, for He would teach you but the single cause of all of them, no matter what their form."
He is saying that they will show up as specific forms, but you allow him to show you where they all come from.
"For this one answer takes away the cause of every form of sorrow and of pain. The form affects His answer not at all, for He would teach you but the single cause of all of them, no matter what their form. And you will understand that miracles reflect the simple statement, "I have done this thing, and it is this I would undo"."
That's the miracle. The miracle sees that I have given away the dreaming of the world to an objective outside world. And it is I that would undo this thing. I will release the objective world. I will release the subjective world; my body and seemingly other bodies. And I will see that this is where my true identity lies. And then the light will pour through you. The light will tell you of itself. The light will tell you. Your purpose is to remove this and as you remove, the light is revealed. As you loosen your grip on the image, the light is shining through.
"Bring, then, all forms of suffering to Him Who knows that every one is like the rest. He sees no differences where none exists, and He will teach you how each one is caused. None has a different cause from all the rest, and all of them are easily undone by but a single lesson truly learned."
A single lesson truly learned! They are all undone.
"Salvation is a secret you have kept but from yourself. The universe proclaims it so. Yet to its witnesses you pay no heed at all. For they attest the thing you do not want to know. They seem to keep it secret from you. Yet you need but learn you chose but not to listen, not to see."
He is making a very direct point here again. He is saying that it is your choice. It is all here [pointing to the projector]. It is all in there, and that is where the radical honest comes in, radical honesty.
"How differently will you perceive the world when this is recognized!"
You will still perceive the world. There will still seem to be other people that don't recognize it but that doesn't make it so. You have released it.
"When you forgive the world your guilt, you will be free of it. Its innocence does not demand your guilt, nor does your guiltlessness rest on its sins. This is the obvious; a secret kept from no one but yourself. And it is this that has maintained you separate from the world, and kept your brother separate from you. Now need you but to learn that both of you are innocent or guilty. The one thing that is impossible is that you be unlike each other; that they both be true. This is the only secret yet to learn. And it will be no secret you are healed."
We are almost to the end of this dialogue - piece 7 will be the last post. But before it's over, we have to start to get to the place where we make the correction to wrong minded perception. This section is about tracing the split - which appears to be on the 'screen of perception' - back through the mind and coming to recognize where the error actually is. If we don't know where to make the correction, we won't be able to truly correct - or how to correct.
Again, if you find that any part of the dialogue seems to be unclear or if you have a question about the ideas here - I am always happy to reply to those.
For those of you who want to take a look at the chart again as you read - here is the link.
Love, Kerri
Speaker - (continuing from the last post)....I am being the "hero" of the dream, an autonomous figure in the dream. I am separate apart from what is whole. Now I am causative. I can make a change in an unreal effect! I can make a change in something where change is impossible, when it's all thought, it is just an agreed upon assumption.
That is what the separation is, an agreed upon mad idea. We are playing in a big sandbox and we forget we are playing. Think of being a kid when you are off playing and then you ended it. Your mother calls, I remember it, "Dinner!". And there was a few minutes where I would go, "Let me play a little bit longer" and I came home late and there was a consequence for that, but it was over. We stop playing in that sense. But in this dream, we make it up and we continue to keep the suits on and we really start to believe it and believe we are doctors and we think it means something. It's a big lie. We are making the images cause and it is an effect in the belief in separation.
Valuing any of those images in and of themselves is taking wholeness and making it a disunited piece or making it a whole in and of itself. But whole is whole, it's total. You can't have a whole image in and of itself… like a whole bottle of water. Its all perception so it's whole. It's not a whole bottle of water, it's all one image. It is thoughts in the mind that seem to make them different and the meaning that I have assigned them. That denies innocence. So if I want anything from these images then I am denying who I am through the ordering of the images. I am giving cause away.
Let's take a look at the chart [referring to the projector chart]. The film, the script, linear time being projected out. Perception is effect of an unreal idea. Extension or project… now remember, like I said, that this is still the law of extension. You are still extending your mind. Your mind never stops extending ever. It is just a mis-use of extension and so we use the word projection. Instead of extending, we project to the body, the split. The body becomes something and the outside world becomes something. So it is no longer extension because extension extends upon itself totally. God does not extend to you personally…'Wait now there is a Son of God over here that I love a bit more…we will be going out on venus for a holiday…' Participant 3: And this goes back to day one when we all looked in the mirror and we saw all of our faces as one image but we seemed to be set back from that. You could say that this is the same thing where the mind is always back here [pointing to the projector image ] but it seems like you are identified with one of these images [pointing to the body figures on the screen] and that is where the subject / object split is, that is where spurious cause and effect is and that is the split. That is the split that we are correcting. Speaker: And the split is healed in an interpretation in the mind. So the body will still report differences but you no longer believe what you see. It is very simple. Participant 2: So to go back to the murderer, the guy that was the murderer… if I can look at him and know that he and I are one, we are all one, that nothing happened then I am in peace. Speaker: Yes and to see that, that is where your mind training comes in. So you pay attention to how you feel. See, you are choosing to see all of this from back here [pointing to image of the projector] you are not seeing it from the person. Persons do not choose. People do not make decisions, bodies don't make decisions. The body is not a decision maker. The mind makes a decision either to see right or wrong mindedly. You are either in one or the other, there is no in between and you know what you are in by how you feel. So you pay attention to how you feel and bring it back, you take the consequence which is an effect – the consequence of the belief in separation, the consequence to the cause – you bring it back and see that it is an idea in your mind. It is good to see the specifics because you start seeing what you believe. You think you know what murder is, all these things. If you can let the Holy Spirit re-order them, that is how you allow him in your mind.
But if you go, `Oh, I can't believe I thought that!' [and feel guilty]… that's another thing that seekers do. It's another denial. Be happy that you can see it! Because you are looking at a part of your mind that has been hidden, so there is no wrong. Be grateful that your mind is actually being loosened! That is the perfection of God, he wants that for you. So he will loosen all theses things and you will have all kinds of stuff coming up that seems to be out here [on the screen] but the training comes when you bring everything back to here [the projector] but you have got to start here [with the screen of images] because that is where you believe you are.
Participant 2: I've got it I think, finally. Yes.
Speaker: So the line in the Course where Jesus says that the one right use of judgment is how do you feel, know that when you feel anything unlike love that you have chosen wrongly. So, you can just say `Oh, okay, I am choosing to see the script out here wrongly. I need to change my mind about it.' And that is done through desire, not through the intellectual. The intellect does not go to God. Desire goes to God. The intellect is of the ego. Don't do it through the intellect. Participant 1: I tried it and it doesn't work. Speaker: No, it doesn't work. You won't get there. But the intellect has to burn out. Use it for purpose and it will burn out.
That is why if we perceive ourself as being out here [body on the screen] and we are analyzing the motives of other bodies we are feeling heavy. You are analyzing…. The analyzer and the analyzed are one because it is all on the screen. If you think you are an analyzer and there is an analyzed… that means there is a body and there is something to analyze. So they are one because it is all your mind. You just forgot that it is all your mind. You think you are separate and now you are analyzing something, but you are analyzing your own mad idea. But you are doing it through a subject / object split. Participant 3: But it's the mad idea that is analyzing the mad idea. Speaker: Right. Participant 3: And that's not even you. Speaker: And that is not even you but the power of your mind is in it which seems to give you an experience, an association that is false – an association that is false. They [mind and form] never went together but the mind believes that they went together and that it really happened. Timelessness went into eternity, that truth went into illusions the Course says. But it never happened, just a magic show. And in order to end that, we need to see our interpretation of it. That is it, its so simple. And then symbolically, on the screen, things may seem to change. You still don't judge it. You may seem to have more happy faces around you. You may seem to have dedicated people around you. That is just a reflection of your mind, it still doesn't mean anything. If it's there or not, you are still happy. It is just a reflection. Things become symbols.
Who knows, a world war could happen and they could take the body off, there could be a war measures and they could take the body and ship it off. But there are no fears or concerns about it, you see. There are no concerns about how the script unfolds because I would still be happy and they would be reflections of my mind. Participant 2: [laughing] It's amazing isn't it. Speaker: So, this here is the "hero" [pointing to image of body on the screen]. The "hero" is the autonomous figure in the dream. I did one talk one time and the group was asking me what birthday I had what lesson does that correlate to in the Course? And I said, "I would never even assume anymore that I am born" and there were some reactions there because they had studied their lesson. They find their birth date and then think that that is their lesson. That is what the "hero" wants. The mind hears the call and then of course the ego wants to make the "hero" a "hero". There has to be a hero. So, now there is a hero with a special lesson that was given it, on a day that has special meaning just for it. But what happens? It's still a person. It is still a subject in an objective world. You don't get to see that you are the dreamer of the dream and how could that be possible? If this is all your mind then how could you just be in here [figure on the screen] just flicking in and out. If life is all the light, how could you be that shadow figure here? How could that be? Dream figures come and go but it is all your mind. Participant3: Because the light is still there.
TO BE CONTINUED - NEXT PIECE : A SINGLE LESSON TRULY LEARNED
For this section of the dialogue, you are going to need to refer to a chart that was used in this dialogue called the 'projector chart'. This diagram helps illustrate the analogy of the projector (how the mind projects images and beliefs in an attempt to relieve itself of strain and guilt). To see this diagram, use this link: Projector Chart(Put your cursor over the link, right click, and select "open link in new window" so you won't leave this page. Minimize the chart if necessary.)
This dialogue is now beginning to move a little more deeply into the idea of cause and effect which is quite possibly one of the most difficult Course concepts to grasp (at least for some people). But without a true appreciation for it, our understanding of how healing takes place is very limited. Once understood, this concept makes clear how all of what we see and interpret does indeed come from our own mind - not from 'out there'. Once understood, the idea that 'I am the Dreamer of the Dream and not the dream figure' can really start to take hold. This is the place where all doubts are dissolved.
Piece 5 starts to take us into the projector metaphor slowly and uses it to illustrate the difference between true Cause and Effect and unreal cause and effect. In the end it shows us the one alternative for healing wrong perception - choice; and that's where we will pick up this dialogue next time.
Please let me know if you have any questions about any of the ideas here or if something seems unclear. I am happy to answer.
Love, Kerri
Speaker: So if you see it as in the mind, you will start laughing because the idea that something can happen outside of you is ridiculous. And that is why, when you start going deeper and deeper, you will call forth witnesses. People will come to you and say, "Hey, I really believe this upsetting thing, but you are smiling." You will smile because you have been freed and if someone else wants it, you can share the good news, that it is all in the mind and that we can free ourselves.
Participant 2: Can we look at it like a movie? Like this is a really good movie. Or everything that goes before us is a movie. Would that help?
Speaker: You just have to see that the movie…
Participant 2: You are making it up.
Speaker: Well, it's already made up and is the film is in the projector. The Holy Spirit interprets.
Participant 2: Let's get back to that a minute, the movie and the projector.
Speaker: There is an interpretation in your mind, of the script. The script is done, but now there are two possible interpretations of it. This is what I have been saying. Try not to interpret the forms. There will still seem to be bodies doing things to other bodies in a relative sense and not being helpful. Only because the mind does not know what is going on and so there is seems to be all kinds of crazy things going on. But the healed mind does not interpret those. Its sees only love or a call for love, it's that simple.
But if I am not seeing a call for love, and I know when I am not by how I feel. If I am not in love then that means that I am in competition with God. Because his will for me is to be in love all the time. I am putting meaning where there is none. It doesn't matter what is happening. That is the simplicity of salvation, it's just a thought in your mind. You see? And that is the cause.
Your mind is causative and it is pouring into a mad idea, a distorted belief. And in order to keep that belief `real' it splits cause off now. And instead of it being cause, now outside of it is cause. But if forgets it and disassociates from it, and remembers it not. The dreaming of the world… `I didn't dream that. I didn't make that up even.' It is horrifying. It looks out then and, whoa.
A lot of people that I worked with, they talked about the war in Iraq. I would ask them, "How do you feel now?" and they would say, "I'm upset." And I would tell them that they are at war and they would be shocked. It's right now. We can't heal if we divide these things, if we give cause away. We have to see it in a whole way. That is a perspective of A Course in Miracles, a right-minded perspective. It is whole, innocent and all inclusive. It is simple and not complex. You see that choosing the right-mind is choosing to see cause in its right place. And then there is an experience that will come within you.
You still might see all the headlines on the newspapers but your mind will interpret it as unreal in the sense that it has nothing to do with God or I, as Christ. This dream is a dream of images and has nothing to do with me. And if I think it does, then I am confused in who I am. I have an identity problem, an authority problem. It's that simple. This Course is very simple.
Participant 4: Once you get it!
Speaker: It's just that when we start, we are talking to a mind that is addicted to complexity so it seems to be exasperating.
So looking at this chart [referring to the projector chart]… the mind, once it believed it split – the first split introduced was consciousness – and then the mind became a perceiver rather than a creator. So, it's a perceiver now. And you could say that the projector was representative of the mind as a perceiver, the activating agent. It perceives a screen, which is one image. But the mind has given over its creative ability to perception and in order to hide from that, the mind must identify with a body to make this body a subject and another an object.
The mind is still back here [pointing to projector] and cause is back here but it makes these images [on the screen], which are an effect [of the belief in separation]. It forgets cause and now it seems to be in a body around other bodies and now those images are cause instead of cause being here [pointing to projector]. So, what Jesus is saying is that you need to pay attention to how you feel because your mind's energy… this is all your minds energy [pointing to the light rays]. This is the light of God that is being poured into a mad idea.
Participant 3: And you could say that this mad idea is this film.
Speaker: And what Jesus says is that in order for you to transcend this mad idea, you need to have a happy dream. The mad idea is horrifying dream. It is terrifying. You need to have a happy one. What is saying is that in order to get back to your right-mind, you need to see cause in it's rightful place and that means choosing forgiveness… choosing to see cause in its rightful place. That is forgiveness. Choosing to reverse effect and cause. Seeing cause and effect as simultaneous.
I believed in separation… that was a simultaneous thought. But it seemed to be sprung out in time now. And there seems to be a little time between you and I, a little space between you and , a little gap. That time might be the time I take to forgive, you… just a little time. You see, the little gap is always going on in the mind. And what Jesus is saying is that we can choose a new interpretation of this dream, of this mad idea. It has been given to us, it's the Holy Spirit. He will enter our mind and now he will look upon all the images and see it as one. But we can't do that if we don't see cause in it's rightful place. If I think that these images are causative, these bodies are causative… or people, places and events. A lot gets projected on governments, IRS or whatever. The authority problem is [the] desire to be cause. You see the metaphysics. I desire to be author to myself. [But, only true] Cause is author of Effect. Now I desire to be the author of myself and make up an identity. I am a person on the screen, there is another person, and there are differences between us. More and more authorships, but there are no differences in Oneness and Knowledge. It's all one.
Participant 3: And they may seem to be a cause to me and I may seem to be a cause to them.
Speaker: And all of this is perceptual and all perception is effect, effect of an unreal idea.
Participant 2: It's so big and yet it can be changed in a second.
Speaker: So choice will be our closest approximation of Creation, or Cause. You see how they all start to come together? Choice is our closest approximation to Cause. We become Creative, or remember Creation by choosing to see cause as in the mind and not on the screen. When we choose to change our mind about the dream… "Seek not to change the world, seek only to change your mind about the world"… seek not for truth, seek only to remove the blocks that stand in the way of truth… this is what Jesus is getting at. He is saying that you don't have to seek for truth out in these images…. On the screen there is an ashram, there is a teacher, and this and that and a book… it is all an effect of an unreal cause. You are looking for holiness where there is no holiness. Holiness is abstraction and beyond perception, you see. We are seeking for truth in all these things. That doesn't mean that you don't go to the ashram or that you don't read the book, but it is the purpose that you give it. You don't make it causative. The cause is in your mind and you learn to see all the images as one. And what denies that oneness is the belief that there is a hierarchy of values or illusions. That means that I can separate and order these images however I wish. So, let's take a look at an order of thought of the ego… the idea of betryal, the idea of murder… all these ideas. Those are orders of thought in my mind. I have ordered it, I think I know what it is. I have taken knowledge, broke it up and now I think I know what knowing is. I project it out, I try to make perception into knowledge. I think that is what it is now, that is is real. I throw it out there, make it causative and then forget it, forget that I made it up. And then I hold up this face that is acted on… "Oh, the murder out there it is awful and horrible. George Bush and Iraq, when is this going to change?" And then we do things like this, "I am going to make a change. I am going to go out there and change the world." But what am I doing? I am being the "hero" of the dream, an autonomous figure in the dream. I am separate apart from what is whole. Now I am causative. I can make a change in an unreal effect! I can make a change in something where change is impossible, when it's all thought, it is just an agreed upon assumption.
COMING NEXT: PIECE 6 - TRACING THOUGHT BACK TO THE PROJECTOR
This is the forth piece of the "Hero of the Dream" dialogue which I will be posting here part by part until it is complete.
This part of the dialogue actually reads from the section of A Course in Miracles text called "The Hero of the Dream". The reason why this section is important is because it starts to illustrate the form / content error that is being made in the mind. In other words, while you are identified as a body and as long as you see "cause" as being outside of you rather than in your mind, you are experiencing the pain of confusion between form and content. This dialogue starts to point us back in the direction of true "Cause and Effect" and if this terminology ever seemed to elude you, or if these particular ideas ever seemed hard to grasp, I would just invite you to relax and take in this part of the dialogue because it does a very thorough job of explaining this ideas in a straight forward way - and someone else has done all the work for you!
Love, Kerri
Speaker: So, I felt prompted, and it's not mistake that we start talking about the "Hero" of the Dream here and all this stuff. I felt that it would be more helpful for us this morning to read this "Hero" of the Dream and then the `Self Concept vs. Self'. We have covered the idea of the Healed Relationship, that it is not necessarily a relationship between two people, it's the relationship with between you and the Holy Spirit. That may seem to take certain forms initially of a group or perhaps two people or not. It may feel disjunctive, but the purpose of the joining is to uncover errors. That is the purpose, to give a space to release and to be the saner of the group or of the two. Just appreciate the purpose.
Page 585, second edition. Section 8, chapter 27 – "The Healing of the Dream – The `Hero' of the Dream". "The body is the central figure in the dreaming of the world. There is no dream without it, nor does it exist without the dream in which it acts as if it were a person to be seen and be believed. It takes the central place in every dream, which tells the story of how it was made by other bodies, born into the world outside the body, lives a little while and dies, to be united in the dust with other bodies dying like itself. In the brief time allotted it to live, it seeks for other bodies as its friends and enemies. Its safety is its main concern. Its comfort is its guiding rule. It tries to look for pleasure, and avoid the things that would be hurtful. Above all, it tries to teach itself its pains and joys are different and can be told apart."
In that one paragraph there, Jesus is saying that you believe that you have been created by other bodies and you are here now, but you will go back to the dust. We were talking about that yesterday. We believe that we are these hunks of clay and that's our life. But Jesus is saying that that is all spinning inside of the mind and the mind just believes all these little things… these bodies made that body, but they didn't make this other one and so it is not as special. And it is saying that the main rule of the "hero" is to keep for comforts and avoid the pains. And it is saying that it tries to teach itself that they are different. But he is getting at it here… the seeker is the pain. The seeker, the dream, the hero is the seeker. That is the pain, that's where the guilt comes from, where the confusion comes from. For anything like love comes from that. And if we question all those things. Can spirit, if spirit is changeless and eternal and whole, how can that come into a body? And trust me, when perception starts to fall away, when you start allowing perception to fall away, there is nothing there. You can see that, `I am always here and I always will be here. I can't be in a body'. It's just a thought that you are.
"The dreaming of the world takes many forms, because the body seeks in many ways to prove it is autonomous and real."
That's another thing that happens when we have a focus. Autonomy comes up! That is where the commitment comes in. That helps us move through the autonomy, because there is an addiction to autonomy. The autonomy of having my own place and then it swings from that to living with a bunch of people. Having my own car or having it my way. From autonomy to dependence or enmeshment. The purpose of the "hero" of the dream is to be autonomous even though it might seek for some friendships, it seeks for autonomous friendships. `Just you and I, sweetheart. Just you and I'. Then there are two of you against the world. [laughter]
Participant 2: Like the song.
Speaker: I am sure there are many songs the ego has made around that one.
"It puts things on itself that it has bought with little metal discs or paper strips the world proclaims as valuable and real. It works to get them, doing senseless things, and tosses them away for senseless things it does not need and does not even want. It hires other bodies, that they may protect it and collect more senseless things that it can call its own. It looks about for special bodies that can share its dream. Sometimes it dreams it is a conqueror of bodies weaker than itself. But in some phases of the dream, it is the slave of bodies that would hurt and torture it. The body's serial adventures, from the time of birth to dying are the theme of every dream the world has ever had. The "hero" of this dream will never change, nor will its purpose. Though the dream itself takes many forms, and seems to show a great variety of places and events wherein its "hero" finds itself, the dream has but one purpose, taught in many ways. This single lesson does it try to teach again, and still again, and yet once more; that it is cause and not effect. And you are its effect, and cannot be its cause."
It says, "I can't be… I am just a little bitty person. I didn't ask for this. I didn't want that done. I am not the cause, out there is. They did it. I am powerless, just a little bitty dream character."
"Thus are you not the dreamer, but the dream." If you believe this then you are not the dreamer, you are the dream. This is what I was getting at with you. If you feel upset about something in your awareness then you think that you are the dream and not the dreamer. That means that you don't know that you are the dreamer.
Participant 3: Is there a reason why he says you are the "dream" rather than saying that you are a `dream figure'? It seems like you would think you are a dream figure? But he says, you are the dream.
Speaker: He is just saying it in the sense of, outside. There is a split there. You are the dream.
Participant 2: You think you are. Speaker: Yes, you believe it.
Participant 2: The hero, always the hero.
Participant 3: If you can be a hero, you can also be a villain. The "villain" of the dream.
Speaker: Right. And that is what he is saying up here. The ego only shows a certain part of the image that it wants to show and it splits it off and makes them different. Like pleasure and pain. It keeps them apart so that the mind is fooled into thinking that they are different. Because if you see it as one, you have caught on to it. But if you keep them apart then you are blinded. That is the block to Love's awareness, is that we keep them apart. In order to remove blocks you must come together, bring them together, close the gap between my thoughts of `you' and `I'. Close the gap on whatever it is. But the gap is in my mind. I am misusing my co-creative powers, cause, in my mind. I am cause in that sense. It's not a real cause because it's a distorted form of cause, a mis-creation, a fantasy.
So, Jesus is saying, "Thus are you not the dreamer, but the dream." Thus, you are not the cause, but the effect. It is another way of saying that.
"And so you wander idly in and out of places and events that it contrives. That this is all the body does is true, for it is but a figure in a dream. But who reacts to figures in a dream unless he sees them as if they were real? The instant that he sees them as they are they have no more effects on him, because he understands he gave them their effects by causing them and making them seem real. How willing are you to escape effects of all the dreams the world has ever had? Is it your wish to let no dream appear to be the cause of what it is you do?"
So, again he is saying that it is your desire. Its all your desire, your wish. Wish is a distorted form of desire. And Jesus says,
"Then let us merely look upon the dream's beginning, for the part you see is but the second part, whose cause lies in the first. No one asleep and dreaming in the world remembers his attack upon himself. No one believes there really was a time when he knew nothing of a body, and could never have conceived this world as real. He would have seen at once that these ideas are one illusion, too ridiculous for anything but to be laughed away. How serious they now appear to be! And no one can remember when they would have met with laughter and with disbelief. We can remember this, if we but look directly at their cause. And we will see the grounds for laughter, not a cause for fear."
So if you see it as in the mind, you will start laughing because the idea that something can happen outside of you is ridiculous. And that is why, when you start going deeper and deeper, you will call forth witnesses. People will come to you and say, "Hey, I really believe this upsetting thing, but you are smiling." You will smile because you have been freed and if someone else wants it, you can share the good news, that it is all in the mind and that we can free ourselves.
For those of you hanging in there with this long but fantastic advanced dialogue, here is the third part which gets into the ideas of what are murder and violence and how to reverse our perceptions of these ideas so that our minds can experience healing, forgiveness and guiltlessness. To refresh your memory from the last post, I included the very last part where the dialogue was cut off last time and put it at the beginning of this one. Even if you haven't read the previous posts thus far, this segment stands well on it's own.
Love, Kerri
Participant 2: Yes it is and you know… it's wonderful that I brought that up because I had a real deep feeling about it… about the guy they accused and found guilty. And I thought, in my mind, "Dang I wish you wouldn't have killed that little girl. Look at you." So, I am believing that he really killed her.
Speaker: And why do I believe? Because I think I know something and I am calling forth witnesses to my belief. So, I think I know what murder is. Jesus defines murder. When I am upset at a brother, I murdered him on the battle ground. Participant 2: Wow, wow.
Speaker: When he came back, his first teaching to the Jews under the law… the law taught that if you committed adultery, then you sinned. And one of his first teachings was that the thought and the deed, the thought and the action are one. If you think of lust then it is not different than the action. See, this is what the `Levels of Mind' gets at, the next workshop that we will do… it gets into the deeper collapsing. You just start seeing that you think you know what it is for, but we have to redefine it. The definitions are what makes the body seem solid. I use this body now for attack and the pride of keeping the image of my body, the pleasure too and the attraction to guilt that comes with it. So, all of that is just to perpetuate guilt in my mind. I have an idea of murder in my mind. I think I know what that is. And actually I just murdered my brother with the very thought and I am repulsed now at him. Remember I said this yesterday, whenever you are upset with a brother for taking part in fantasy… that was his fantasy. You have yet to forgive yourself for the very same defense. You have to collapse the orders of error in your mind. You will never correct with an order of error in your mind, a hierarchy. You have to allow the Holy Spirit to re-order your thoughts and he sees everything as what? Love and a call for love, right?
Participant 2: Yes. Speaker: And love only extends. So that means there are two orders of thought, so then if I am calling forth a witness of three orders of thought… there is love, a call for love and then, wait, if I don't feel love that means there must be a third… murder. Oh, that is a sign that I am not in my right mind. It is a call to awaken but I have to see it in my mind, not in your body's mind because your brain cannot think. It cannot have one thought. It is impossible for your brain to think. Jesus says that you think your brain thinks. It doesn't. You are the dreamer of dreams. Participant 2: So I murdered him when I thought he was guilty.
Speaker: In your mind, in fantasy you did. Psychologically you did murder him. It is all psychological. Whatever seems to happen with bodies coming together and things like that, it is all the same. It is neutral. It is just what the mind assigns to it.
Remember what I was saying yesterday when the man came along and threw my friend down on the post and cracked his head open. My friend never forget for an instant who he was, and loved that man, loved him to the point where the man was actually taking him home and cleaning him up like Mother Teresa. Now that was just a reflection of love from my friends own mind. But that event, from the point of view of an untrained mind, from the ego perspective, sees attack… judges, would take the man to court and put him on trail and put him in prison and damn him and for the rest of his life the saga goes on.
And this is what we do psychologically all the time. But in order to accept the Atonement we must bring the past in a purified form and collapse it. So this is where these ideas come in. The deeper you get in these metaphysics, the more you are able to see the shenanigans of the ego and you can't be fooled by it anymore. And then it is only you accepting the solution over and over again, basically. Participant 5: Can I ask a question? So, the man caring for your friend is a reflection of love in your friends mind. But previously it was violence. Speaker: But he still saw love.
Participant 5: But again, the word reflection was used. Reflecting love.
Speaker: It's a symbol of love, I said.
Participant 5: So, violence was reflected a moment before.
Speaker: Well, the healed mind judges not what it sees, and this is what I am saying. So, in my friends mind, violence is the ego. Violence is not on the screen. The ego is a violent thought and then there is a love thought. There are two…
Participant 5: So you could say then though that the reflections remain the same. It never changed, it was always love.
Speaker: Yes. But symbolically… It's just a word of symbols, a world of ideas. You may still see something that seems to change. A body might seem to change. The body's eyes will still report differences. A body might seem to be happier, it is just a symbol of your mind. It was always a symbol of love. You have to put it in perspective. Let's use the example of a prison. You could be in love now, in the circumstances of what the world would call a prison. When really the prison, is the ego. You are enslaved to a master that keeps you prisoner.
We were talking about cults today. It's funny. People think they know what cults are. But the ego is a cult. It's control, it's a hierarchy. It likes to control and manipulate things. And people think there are separate and different cults out there. You are either in cult thinking or you are not. You can't be in a cult in a specific sense. Cult thinking is specific thinking! [laughing] You see how the ego tricks the mind? And what Jesus is doing is washing our mind with a new, whole perspective. He is showing you that you are making yourself solid through that body. You are solidifying yourself through all these fragmented hierarchies that you have. And then you are just playing dumb…. Playing dumb, you are not dumb, you are the Son of God. And forgetful… "I don't know. Why would someone do this to me? Why would someone steal a wallet when I am such a good man and I live on donations… why would they steal?" You see, that is what the ego does. It just plays a little game, a little story. But the story needs to be seen very directly in the mind, we need to see it. And we're getting at the mechanism behind the story. The story is just a rouge… just trying to get you to believe it…. It's just a magic trick, the part of the magic trick that really gets you. Look at the lady doing her dance! If you watch a magic trick, they have the prettiest lady there in her skin tight things, and everyone is like…. "Oooohh, oh she is so pretty!" and meanwhile the magician is pulling the locks and slipping the key.
And that is what this is. We need to take a look at that, that's it. And it can be fun. It doesn't have to be serious, I am not asking anyone to be serious here. I am asking you to be gentle, sweet with yourself, honest with yourself. Being dishonest is not good or bad, but there is a consequence, psychologically, for it. And God does not inspire that for you. You seem to disconnect or obscure yourself from your changeless reality but you are only obscured.
And yesterday Participant 5's eyes were all lit up and she was starting to realize the power of belief, that it's just belief! How powerful it seems to be. You have a powerful mind and you are giving it to a belief and the belief needs to be looked at directly. And that is why coming together in this way is extremely helpful in getting clear and honest.
Participant 2: I like it.
Speaker: And you don't have to feel guilty. There is no reason for guilt at all. Participant 2: Just preconceived definitions with everything. Speaker: With everything.
This continues the publication that I started posting yesterday. There is a short snippet at the beginning of this post where it ended yesterday to refresh your memory where it stopped.
Love, Kerri
Participant 2: If I was in my right mind and I passed a homeless person, what would go on in my head?
Speaker: I don't know. Let's try not to get into hypotheticals. There is no answer to that question. I don't know what would go in in your head, all I can tell you is to pay attention to how you feel about what seems to be arising in consciousness and what you feel will arise… you just have to watch it.
Participant 2: And so everything that comes up needs to be dealt with, everything.
Speaker: Everything! So, just take a look at…. Yesterday or the day before you mentioned the idea of the man on television. There was false empathy there and false innocence. You still believe that something happened `wrong'. You wanted to forgive him, but see, he doesn't need forgiveness. It's my thought about him that needs forgiveness.
Participant 4: True
Speaker: He is already innocent. Innocent perception is now. It is my interpretation of perception that is distorted.
Participant 2: Actually I was confused because I know that this is just an illusion… well this is a man that seems to have killed a little girl and I don't want him to be guilty. I want him to be innocent. So, the confusion comes even though I know that I think he is.
Speaker: And this is what we have to take a look at. This is the deep, deep honesty that I want us to get at. This is why we have to be honest with our feelings. How do you feel about that?
Participant 2: I was very confused and not happy.
Speaker: And so you still feel confused now, about it?
Participant 2: I feel a little bit better, a little bit.
Speaker: But you don't feel peaceful or clear about it.
Participant 2: No.
Speaker: Okay, so let's look at it this way. I am either experiencing love or fear. So, I have fear in my mind. There is no little bit. There is no little war, there is no big war. This is what we are going to get at. The ego separates out those things and makes them different. And Jesus in the Course says that there is either love or war.
Participant 2: One or the other.
Speaker: You are either at war or you are in love. So, right now I am at war and Jesus says that when I am upset, I am upset because I have given meaning to something that is not there. The meaning is in my mind. I am not seeing love. Love is always there if it is simultaneous and if it is perfect. If it is there and if I am not seeing it then that means that I am giving it meaning. It doesn't matter how many people are around you agreeing with the same sick interpretation…. "Oh, he is a murderer. Kill him!" That is how the ego sets the world up; agreed upon sickness. You have to see that all of that is a reflection of your mind and you have to give it a new interpretation… an interpretation that is whole.
And in order to do that don't say, "I know it's an illusion." You would not react in fear to an illusion if you believed that it was an illusion. So to say, "I know" is a very dangerous thing. I mean that, it is dangerous, because you don't know. There is one idea that the world does not want to admit: I do not know the thing I am. We are going to get into that today later on. What is under that is a dread of not knowing. But you will never "know" this dream. You can't know an illusion. You can only know who you are when you realize that it is an illusion and that knowing is abstract and not specific. You won't know how you are in the sense of your name or your body, but you will know who you are through a sense of purpose. You are your purpose, this abstract self. You are. And that is a knowing but knowing is knowledge. This is only an approximation of knowledge. You will rarely hear me use it. "Know" is a powerful word.
So to know and not to do, is not to know. I am aware of an intellectual idea that this is a dream. I need to train my mind to meet that idea. But to go ahead and say that I am already at that idea, yet when I pay attention to my feelings and I am not really at peace… then that is the confusion. And confusion, again, is level confusion. All confusion is level confusion.
You just have to look at it very deeply in a new way. How do I feel right now? And then you take a look at that feeling and give that over for forgiveness. But you can't give it over if you really think that it is outside of you. You can only release the dream, you can only truly forgive, when you see the consequence and the cause as one. But in your perception right now, you think that the cause is outside of you and you are the consequence of that cause. But that is actually a consequence! So you have to reverse effect and cause. You have to reverse it. Actually that is a consequence of my judgment. Not the form, but my interpretation of that form.
Participant 3: My experience is a consequence of my interpretation.
Speaker: How I feel right now, and feelings are thoughts… its all thought… it is just a reflection of a thought, it only seems to come out through levels. Feelings seem to be a level but feeling is a thought. So you see, that is how you start unraveling it. And how do you feel when you start unraveling it?
Participant 2: Oh, I am sure I would feel confused.
Speaker: You have to open up to that confusion and surrender to it. Don't be afraid and try to fight it. It is the need to know in your mind that fights it. Surrender. As you surrender to confusion and keep your focus… this is where trust comes in. Trust would settle every problem now. Just trust and surrender. The miracle does nothing.
Participant 1: That loosened up my mind. When I thought about that, having a different concept of the body and the use of the body. And then I thought, "Okay, the reason I don't know what anything is for is because I thought it was all for my body. And if it is not for my body then I don't know what it's for."
Speaker: Hallelujah! That's it.
Participant 2: Yeah, I don't know what it's for.
Speaker: And that is where we start. `I do not know what anything is for. I do not know how to look upon the world…' But this is where the practicality of this teaching comes in… `…but I believe I think I know what everything is for.'
Participant 2: That's an ego belief isn't it?
Speaker: When you start looking at that, that is when you start getting in touch with the real thoughts behind there, because that's nothing. That is not what you are hiding from. That is just a side show. You have to start going in. That is how the ego tricks the mind and you have to learn to look at them very directly. It's a good thing, not knowing.
Participant 2: Yes it is and you know… it's wonderful that I brought that up because I had a real deep feeling about it… about the guy they accused and found guilty. And I thought, in my mind, "Dang I wish you wouldn't have killed that little girl. Look at you." So, I am believing that he really killed her.
Speaker: And why do I believe? Because I think I know something and I am calling forth witnesses to my belief. So, I think I know what murder is. Jesus defines murder. When I am upset at a brother, I murdered him on the battle ground.
Dear Friends,
Starting today I will be posting, piece by piece until its all here, a
transcribed talk that took place with Jeffrey and I and a group of
very devoted ACIM students in Florida around two years ago. It was a
glorious joining and the recording taken during this final day of this
week long retreat reflects very well the insights gained during our
time together. I am happy to be able to share it with you here now.
With Love and Gratitude,
Kerri
Speaker: How is everyone?
Participant 1: I had such an incredible "aha" moment. When I went home
yesterday, I started reading… so much was read yesterday. Some of it
went over my head, some of it I was tuning in to, some of it I wasn't.
I lit my fireplace and I was sitting there reading and I started
reading on page 25 about the use of the body and a light went off and
I equated that it's a tool of communication. Period. So I thought
about what a cell phone is for. What if I used it to start hammering a
nail or stirring my soup? And it's like using it totally what it's not
used for. What if I put makeup on it… using it totally what it is not
for, and I got that. Then I did my meditation and it was so powerful.
Speaker: Yes, that's it. That's the experience that the metaphysics
are bringing you into. It's bringing you into that recognition. I've
looked at it like a pencil. If you use a pencil which seems to be for
writing and communicating, and you use it to open up a door – it will
crack. That is it. It's ridiculous to try to pry a door open with a
pencil. Same thing with a phone, putting makeup on it. You start
laughing because that is ridiculous. And that is what Jesus is asking
us to do. You have to start laughing at the purpose that you give the
world and starting with your body. You give your body all this false
meaning and false purposes. You use it for pride, pleasure and attack.
Participant 1: And as I read on it talked about the goals. What are
our goals when you look at power, prestige, money, physical pleasure…
those are all for the body. What's the body for? To gain all these
things? No. So all the goals are directed for a wrong purpose, for the
body.
Speaker: And we can look at what that entails. If I choose to use the
body for those purposes then I will have an experience in time and
space that is temporary. I will shift and change. And that is the
consequence of that. I will have a temporary experience of whatever I
am seeking. I will seem to have it and seem to lose it. But if my
purpose is for God and God is now, it's already been given and is
without end, then the consequence would be love always. So, all I need
to do is seek for the falsity that blocks that simplicity. That's it.
Participant 1: That's what I got. All those goals are spinning,
spinning, spinning.
Speaker: That's why I have said from the beginning that this workshop…
if you really utilize all this information then you will not need to
go off and do a bunch of other workshops, because this is it… this is
the tool, emptying your mind of false content, of complexity and the
ego. You learn to look at the ego and you learn to become simple
minded. You will begin to forget the world, the specifics and
complexities of the world. And to the world that is backwards, it
seems dull and stupid.
Participant 1: I had a hard time getting here today.
Speaker: That is what you realize when you really start looking at
your mind, "Where am I?" That is a good thought to have. Just let it
go because there is an assumption behind it that "I am somewhere". But
it is going in the right direction.
Participant 1: I have another question. "The second obstacle that
peace must flow across, and closely related to the first, is the
belief that the body is valuable for what it offers. For here is the
attraction of guilt made manifest in the body, and seen in it." I
didn't really understand that.
Speaker: Well, you think that the body has value in it's autonomy.
It's autonomous and the value of freedom in the body, the value of
collecting the things that you think you need. So you can say that the
idea of using the body to be a spiritual self is an attraction to
guilt… to become a spiritual person, to use it to get something, the
"getting mechanism". The getting mechanism, the split mind – the
unhealed mind – the sleepy mind – the deceived mind – thinks that
salvation is outside of itself and Jesus calls the core of that mind
the "getting mechanism". It thinks that it is a subject [body] and
then there is an object. And then what it needs, which is based in
lack, is outside of it and it needs to get it. It hears the call to
awaken and distorts it. It is no different than the addict with its
drugs; crack, cocaine, marijuana, alcohol, whatever it is. The mind
hears the call, interprets it and then uses the body as a means to get
what it thinks it needs and that is all based on the attraction to guilt.
Participant 1: The attraction to guilt, maybe that's what I really
didn't get.
Speaker: The attraction to guilt is the same as the attraction to
pain. The lack is in the mind but the mind thinks that it is a person
now. And it thinks to get that healed, to save itself, that now there
is something outside of itself that can heal that pain that is in the
mind. But what happens is the mind perpetuates the pain by seeking. So
that is the attraction to pain. Pain and guilt are one in the same. If
you have pain then you have guilt in your mind, they are the same.
Participant 2: Pain in the mind.
Speaker: Yes, but pain and guilt is the same. Fear, guilt, however it
seems to arise… it is all fear but guilt is pain. It is all one. It is
not love. It is the attraction to fear, the attraction to guilt that
is perpetuated by the belief in the body. The body is there to
perpetuate guilt. Remember what we were getting at yesterday… and you
spoke it well when you understood it… that it is intolerable back
there in the mind… and that is the beginning so to speak… and it is so
intolerable that the mind starts making these concepts and hiding. And
that is the guilt, the guilt is intolerable, the pain is. It just
looks outwardly…
Participant 2: To blame someone else.
Speaker: The blame is just all a part of perpetuating guilt. So if you
are blaming, if you are upset it is guilt arising in consciousness and
that is what we have been getting at here. It's all in your mind and
the forms are neutral. It just gets reflected back. The forms have
already been forgiven, the Holy Spirit did that and that is what you
are learning to accept. But your mind is confused now in cause and
effect and it's giving the dreaming of the world….you dreamed it,
which is false cause (or we can also call this an unreal effect)… you
dreamed that and gave it away and you keep what? The body, the "Hero"
of the dream. You keep it, it's serial adventures of pain and
suffering. And the part that can be acted on, you kept – the "face of
innocence". Ohhh! And it looks out sometimes and it goes, "Oh, those
poor people out there, weak innocent people." And really you believe
that they are losing their innocence and that is why you believe that
innocence is changing…"I've still got mine but they are losing theirs".
[laughter]
And that is the core of the ego which is what I am getting at here. We
have to learn to look at that part of our mind. That is not who we are
but it is who we think we are and that is pain. The pain comes from
not looking at that. So all the distractions, delays and resistance is
the denial of seeking that directly. The pain is a consequence of not
looking. That is it, just not being direct.
Participant 2: So anytime that we see guilt or suffering or anything
out there, it's all a part of consciousness.
Speaker: It's a part of my interpretation of the consciousness.
Participant 2: It isn't real. It is not real at all. That person that
we see, like the homeless guy on the street.
Speaker: Well, it's good to pay attention to how you feel. This is
where the mind-training comes in. You walk by and you pay attention to
your thoughts arising. Let them arise because the ego will want to
make something out of what it sees. So, you as a miracle-worker, you
start to watch and then you watch the movement of thought come in….
"Oh, look at that poor guy. Look how dirty he is." Watch the repulsion
or whatever. And then all the false empathy and all the projection, "I
wouldn't be able to live like that. He didn't take a shower… how could
he have a nice day without a shower?" You see? On and on… all these
thoughts.
Participant 3: Or maybe I wonder what he did wrong to get to that place.
Speaker: Right, "What did he do wrong?"
Participant 2: Lots of decisions he made to get there.
Speaker: Right and that is just all a projection and what the Course
is saying is that right now is love and if you see a world that is not
a reflection of love then you are not in your right mind. You are not
viewing consciousness rightly. That doesn't mean that there is no war
but you no longer divide or think you know what those things mean.
So, let's take a look at this: homeless. Let's look at that idea. What
does it mean? Who is homeless? Perceive it, you believe it. Now, I
think I now what "homeless" is.
Participant 3: Do I know what a "home" is?
Speaker: Do I have a concept of what a home is? What is a home? If the
present moment, which is the closest approximation to eternity that
the perceptual realm offers is my home – and that's the truth which is
without end….
Participant 3: Or you can associate it with an idea of four walls
where you put your body and all of your things…
Speaker: And if I believe that it's in that construct, then I will
experience not being at home… and not being in my home but wanting to
be at home. You see that?
Participant 1: You know I travel so much that wherever I go, I feel
like that is my home. When I am in the hotel room, this is my home.
Speaker: Exactly, and that is the acceptance of `what is' in the
moment. It's the conceptual ideas in our minds that give us the
experience in consciousness of something other than what it is right now.
Participant 2: If I was in my right mind and I passed a homeless
person, what would go on in my head?
Speaker: I don't know. Let's try not to get into hypotheticals. There
is no answer to that question. I don't know what would go in in your
head, all I can tell you is to pay attention to how you feel about
what seems to be arising in consciousness and what you feel will
arise… you just have to watch it.
Participant 2: And so everything that comes up needs to be dealt with,
everything.
TO BE CONTINUED....
Dear Beloved One,
Coming soon, certain audio mp3's on the www.miracleshome.org website
will be available as transcripts. This means that you can listen to
and read these library items at the same time if you like.
The first one to be done is "The Impossible Question and Other
Preliminary Issues". You can read the transcript at this link:
http://www.miracleshome.org/publications/the_impossible_question_and_other_preli\
minary_issues.htm
Love,
Kerri
My friend Jenny has been coordinating a tour of visits and gatherings through 6 countries from May 9th into early July, beginning with a visit to Vallentuna, Sweden and ending with a trip to Spain. Here is how the tour is shaping up so far:
Gatherings in Sweden next Spring & Summer-
with David & Jenny in May/June:
Det är två år sedan Nätverket bjöd in sina medlemmar, alla intresserade och de nordiska översättarna av A Course in Miracles till en "Sommarsamling 2006". Nu är det dags att åter ge de som så önskar
chansen att träffas och fördjupa sig i vår favoritkurs. Under våren och sensommaren kommer ni därför inte bara få ett, utan ett flertal möjligheter att mötas och diskutera kursen med andra intresserade.
Vårsamling med David Hoffmeister maj 2008 Retreat (Talks, Film, meditation, go deep into the mind) Solvallen 15-18 maj
Från torsdag eftermiddag (15.00) till söndag eftermiddag (15.00) samlas vi på Solvallen i Höör, Lilla Jularpsvägen 51. Temat är: How to transform a special relationship into a holy relationship
Kostnaden för hela samlingen är 1800: - I detta ingår enkelt boende i stugor nära Solvallen, mat och bidrag till Davids resa från USA. Stugorna har fyra bäddar och det är bra om du själv hittar någon du vill dela rum med.Om inte låter du oss göra det. I stugorna är det bra om man själv ordnar lite frukost. Det finns kylskåp och möjlighet att göra kaffe/te.
Om du själv ordnar boende blir kostnaden 1350:-
Anmälan sker genom
mail till solvallen@...eller på telefon 0413 246 07.Kostnaden betalas in på bankgiro 5851-7111
Samling hos Jane och Andreas Cimmerbeck i Hörby 24-25 maj
Program lördag: 10-12 fördjupning med David 12-13 Lunch 13-18 fördjupning med David, fika någonstans under tiden 18:00 Kvällsmat.Vi tänder en stor brasa, grillar, äter, och tex sjunger, mediterar, berättar historier
Program söndag: 08-09 Frukost 09-12 Fördjupning med David, Fika någonstans under tiden 12-13 Lunch 13-16 Fördjupning med David, Fika någonstans under tiden eller
avslutningsvis.
Rekomenderat pris blir 775 för helgen. Det finns 20 platser. Det finns övernattningsmöjlighet för de som vill. Vi har 4-5 enkelrum och "sovsal" till resten.
Ytterligare en Samling med David blir 30/5 - 1/6 hos Ulla Wallin på Västraby Gård i nordvästra Skåne. Ulla kan hysa 20 gäster på sin kursgård; mat/logi ingår och vi ber att få återkomma om kostnaden. Anmäl dig till Ulla via info@.... Tel 070-309 38 56.
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Avsikten med Samlingarna är att fördjupa oss i kursen på alla plan. David vill gärna att man läst hans texter, som finns utlagda på Nätverkets hemsida
innan man anländer. Mer upplysningar kommer under våren. Programmet vid båda dessa Samlingar kommer med alla sannolikhet att vara ganska annorlunda jämfört med Nätverkets tidigare Sommarträff.
(English translation)Gatherings with David & Jenny in Spring/Summer 2008 in Sweden
May 15th-18th: Gatherings with David at Solvallen, Höör, the new Peace House in the South of Sweden. Interested people may contact Solvallens hosts Ursula and Svend Rasmussen; solvallen@..., +46 (0)413 246 07. Accommodation is possible at nearby motels and B & B:s. Food will be provided by catering. 12 participants maximum.
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May 19th-23th retreat at Solvallen-smaller group (contact solvallen@...)
Donation 500 SEK per day, and this includes accommodation for as long as you choose to stay.
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May 24th-25th: Gatherings on the theme Parenthood according to a spiritual perspective, based on principles from A Course In Miracles. Price for this weekend 775 Swedish crowns, and this includes accommodation. Contact Jane & Andreas Cimmerbeck:
mobile:+46 (0)73-81 88 449
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May
26th-27th retreat at Solvallen-smaller group (contact solvallen@...)
Donation 500 SEK per day, and this includes accommodation for as long as you choose to stay.
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May 30th- June 1st: Gatherings with David at Västraby Gård and Ulla Wallin in the Northwestern part of Skåne, located in the South of Sweden. Contact Ulla: info@..., +46 (0)70 309 38 56 for further information. Västraby Gård can host around 20 people.
Please contact the organizers for further information about costs when they are not listed on the web site. David & Jenny's mission is financed by donations. Feel free to donate by this website or directly at the gatherings! You are welcome to contact Jenny at jenny@... if you have questions about the tour in Europe.
More of Europe...
David & Jenny will also visit Gottignies, Belgium near Brussels (June 2nd-5th and June 9th-12th), Lausanne, Switzerland (June 6th-8th), Ireland (June 14th-16th), Southern France near Toulan, & Malaga, Spain (also possibly Valencia and/or Madrid) to conclude the tour. Details will be posted when these dates and times and locations have been set.
(Our friend Carolina Corada plans to join us for these sessions and a June 6,7, & 8 Introdanza weekend).
More details
to come...
June 6,7,8 Lausanne/Morges, Switzerland contact: Daniela Jaeger alchimie@...
June 6th-8th: Gatherings with David in Lausanne/Morges, Switzerland: Forgiveness Is the Way to Happiness. The introductory conference starts 8pm on Friday June 6th and lasts from 8-9pm in Lausanne.
The weekend workshops in Morges start at 10am and end 5pm Saturday the 7th and Sunday the 8th. The cost for each workshop is CHF. 150 and CHF. 15 for the Friday evening introductory
conference
Friday evening:Grande Salle LE CAZARD Rue pré-du-Marché 15 / 1000 Lausannewww.lecazard.ch
Saturday and Sunday: Grande Salle du GRENIER BERNOIS Place du Casino 1 /1110 Morges .
Friday Evening 6th of June:
20-21: Welcome & Introduction
Saturday All -Day 7th of June:
10-12: Talks and discussions with David
12-13.30: Lunch
13.30-15:Talks and discussions with David
15-15.30: Break
15.30-17: Talks and discussions
Sunday All
-Day 8th of June:
10-12am: Talks and discussions
12-13.30: Lunch
13.30-15: Talks and discussions
15-15.30: Break
15.30-17: Talks and discussions
June 14-16 Ireland Tom McNamara tmacnz@... Phone: 353 87 9034068
More details to come...
June 18-22 Near Toulan, France Fabienne Lison fablison@...
More details to come...
Late June / Early July Malaga/Valencia/Madrid, Spain
Many are Called, few choose to listen. Of those that listen, fewer still are ready to follow. Of those that follow, fewer still are ready to follow completely. Such is the fear of God's Love, the fear of Waking to Eternity. Yet is Atonement certain and remains untouched by time and the illusory concerns of time. Rest content in the Fact that nothing can change eternal Love.
The ego can seem to make a 'career' out of the 'spiritual journey,' exchanging time and work and striving for money and the things that money can seem to be exchanged for in this world. Many words and books are written in such a 'career' though nothing of true Value can be experienced 'in' the words and books. Value and Meaning are experienced beyond the words when the mind finally trusts the Holy Spirit and listens and follows and follows
completely. In Value and Meaning there is nothing left of the ego's idle wishes for idols.
Making and spending money were temporarily a distant backdrop for an ego being undone. Yet the time for toys and trickets is over now in the Joy of Atonement. Purpose is the only meaningful choice now. Nothing else matters in the least or has any Value whatsoever. Leave all fictitious castles behind, and lay aside the roles and the vanity of the personality game. There never was a time that Christ was father, mother, sister, brother, husband, wife, parent, child, or human. The Present is before time was, and remains untouched in Holy Union with Eternity.
The time has come to awaken. The time for words and concepts is almost over. Now we seek direct experience of God's Love. We gladly lay aside techniques and repetitions and
rituals, that we may come to meet God in the Silence of our hearts. What we thought we knew of God was a mistake. And so we come this time with empty hands and open arms, aware that we do not know the way to God, yet certain that God will show us the way.
As we look around we see that mighty companions have gathered beside us for this final ascent to God. A friend's a friend forever in the Lord. The welcome never ends in the face of Christ. The Holy Relationship has come upon us and we are filled with joy and gratitude. The witnesses to the happy dream are seen everywhere, in every direction we look, and at all times. The blanket of peace has spread across the face of earth. Tranquilty is flowing to its corners.
There is nothing left to do but celebrate, rejoice, and bless. All the trinkets of the world that once caught our eye are valueless before the Vastness of this Present
experience. All ambition and striving for future goals has vanished. All curiosity about the world and its ways has ended. We rest in a Stillness so deep and so unfathomable that time drifts by without its touch upon the Spirit. We listen. We hear. We rejoice.
There is no faking Joy, and no making Joy. Only allowing. Allow everything to Be exactly as Is. Allow the Stillness and the Beingness. Rest awhile. Be content. Laugh a lot, and then rest again.
Awakening is not an intellectual endeavor. Teaching is Thinking with God, not doing. There is no doer in Being, and in Purpose all doing is done. Rest awhile and be glad. You are not asked to continually 'read about' Enlightenment, only to experience the Present Moment.
Why believe in personalities anymore? When
has this belief ever engendered Joy? Why strive when Being already Has and Is Everything? Spinning wheels go 'round and 'round. Why not Watch the wheels instead of spinning and pretending to be caught in the spin? Once a good friend decided to have a 'spiritual career' to replace her military/commercial/parental career. Yet the control necessary to maintain this illusion left her with no time to rest and laugh and play. She focussed so much on the 'spiritual career' that she never allowed a time of rest and relaxation, of letting go of it all. One day she broke down crying, wondering when and how she had taken a wrong turn. She asked the Holy Spirit to shine the Light on the error of ego, and the Holy Spirit said: "Seek not to make a concept of the Self."
Spiritual practice without Integrity is nothing. When making a promise, always allow
for keeping it. Say what you mean and mean what you say. There is no 'cost' in honesty. Yet dishonesty leads away from Purpose, and Integrity IS Purpose. Enlightenment is not for sale. And Integrity only is possible and inevitable with complete trust in the Holy Spirit. Do not stay in the cocoon of doubt, of faith in money and possessions and roles, but Arise in the Joy of the Spirit! There is no need of pretending to maintain a 'spiritual career' when all of Heaven enfolds and carries the Holy Child of God Whom God created perfect. Come out from the castles of the world and be free as the I Am.
There comes a time when all self-concepts must be laid aside. There comes a time when only honesty inspired by trust in the Divine Will will do. There is no need to delay the inevitable nor resist the Glory of our Self in God.
Rejoice in the Home that shines forever, the Kingdom of heaven within.
Beloved One,
Thanks to everyOne for sharing our Purpose of forgiveness! The
Purpose is out in front, Guiding us in everything we share and extend.
Thanks be to Jesus and the Holy Spirit for Guiding us all ceaselessly.
Our sameness in and as the Christ is evident, and seeming differences
have faded and grown dim and disappeared. Peace of mind is our one
goal, and with Your Strength we cannot fail to live and extend the
Love of God.
Thank You Holy Spirit for the Purpose that unites our perception.
Though the faces come and go and the names seem to change and the
appearances never last, Thou art with us always. A friend is a friend
forever if the Lord is the Lord of friends, and a friend will not say
never because the welcome will not end. We are friendly in attitude
because of the Friend that lives in our hearts.
I am so grateful for all the loving friends I know so deeply in my
life. We have walked this path together, you and I, and we need not
look back to feel the Purpose that unites us Now. The past is over
and gone, and the blessed Present Moment is our rebirth in the
Innocence of Christ. The Lord's prayer says: Forgive us our debts as
we forgive our debtors. In our shared Purpose it is obvious that our
perceived debts have been canceled and are forever gone. Enjoy the
fresh, bright, new, untouched, pristine Glow of our Innocence, shining
forever true and waiting only for acceptance. This is the final
lesson in the ACIM Workbook: "This holy instant I would give to you.
Be You in Charge. For I would follow You, certain that your direction
gives me peace."
So Now we say a prayer together in our hearts, a prayer that radiates
to everyOne: Lord, thank You for my life in You. Whatever I seemed
to make of this world had no cause and no effect in Reality. I am
happy to say now: Holy Spirit decide for God for me, for there is
nothing I would "keep" apart from God. What else could I ask for when
my Life in God is Everything? Help me O Lord to remember the Present
Moment and release any scrap of the past or the future, for what time
but Now can Truth be known? Now is the only time there is. Amen.
As for the seeming "year" of 2008, I echo the words of Jesus in ACIM:
"Make this year different by making it the same." This is another way
of saying: "I place the future in the hands of God."
I look with delight to meeting many of you on my travels and here at
the PeaceHouse. Though the travels are no longer continuous, I
appreciate your kind invitations and leave these and all matters to
the Holy Spirit. I am happily enjoying the visitors and the calls,
and joyfully resting in the peace of the Present Moment.
Holy Spirit tells me that there are lots of holy encounters on the 4
continents (North America, South America, Europe, & Australia (South
pacific) that are waiting for me, and I give a BIG thanks! See you
very soon Beloved One!
With overflowing Love & Gratitude,
David
http://awakening-mind.orghttp://miracleshome.org
Beloved One,
Blessings of Peace. My travels and holy encounters and gatherings
here in Martinez and all around the huge city of Buenos Aires are
truly a great adventure in experiencing the Flow! Patricia Jacobs and
her household have embraced me with total love and appreciation and
gratitude, and then Patricia sits behind me at the gatherings and
translates what the people in the groups are saying from Spanish to
English. Patricia works at a language school in downtown Buenos Aires
(the same school where she met Maria Christina when they were about 15
years old), and Patricia and Maria re-met over 30 years later at one
of my gatherings here in Argentina. Maria sits by my side and
translates everything that pours through from the Holy Spirit into
Spanish for the people in the group. This highly efficient and
Flowing translation from these 2 former classmates and current
neighbors here in Martinez is a perfect example of the Holy Spirit´s
orchestrated Flow. The groups have filled the rooms in each
gathering, and yesterday we shared a morning and an evening session.
I have been Guided to give each host at each gathering a poster of
artwork and a saying from Un Curso De Milagros that my friend Camille
Borke made for me to bring to South America. Thanks Camille, and
thanks to all the hosts who are graciously welcoming Patricia and
Maria and I into their meeting places. It looks like we will have a
total of 15 gatherings in the 12 days that I am in the area, and Maria
had to find a bigger space for the all day gathering this coming Sunday.
On Saturday I am taking 2 original copies of the new UCDM mass market
edition (Spanish paperback Course In Miracles) to my friends Pat and
Val, and they will soon receive the first shipment from my friend
Alberto in Colombia. Maria also wants to receive a shipment of the
books to distribute here in the northern part of this huge city of
over 15 million people. I think that Buenos Aires and Mexico City
have the most Course In Miracles groups in the world, and there is a
tremendous opening of the heart and deep willingness to undo the ego
and accept the Atonement. There is a strong sense of attentiveness
and respect and devotion at the groups, and people reflect the
sincerity that it takes to learn to forgive as instructed by the Holy
Spirit. The veil of ego materialism that blocks out the awareness of
the Holy Spirit is definitely being lifted in an accelerated pace.
The heartfelt outpourings of gratitude, the sparkling eyes and hugs
and kisses, these abound at every gathering. My friend Paola called
me yesterday and told me of the mystical experience of Light she had
embraced, in which everyone appeared as dolls in her awareness, and as
she saw that there was only Light and no persons in reality. I
appreciate such passion and the devotion I see reflected everywhere!
Today is a day of rest and Silence for me, mixed with some phone/Skype
calls with Mighty Companions in the USA and an evening gathering
tonight.
Showers of Joy from the center of my Heart Beloved One.
All glory to God!!!
Forever in Love & Gratitude,
David
Hi David,
I have a question for you about how you deal with things like healthy
diet and exercise.
I used to be very gung-ho about eating really healthy and exercising
daily, but in the last several months I've started to realize that I
was doing those things mostly out of fear that if I DIDN'T... it would
lead to health problems, gaining unwanted weight, etc.. Therefore, I
decided to just stop "should-ing" on myself, and just making my ONLY
priority to practice forgiveness. If I feel inspired to exercise or
eat a healthy meal, I do, but if I don't feel inspired, I just do
whatever I want. As a result, I've noticed that I've been eating in a
way that isn't as healthy as I used to be and not exercising as much,
and I've also been gaining a little weight.
So I'm sort of conflicted right now about this. It doesn't feel good
to "force" myself to do things that I don't feel like doing but that I
think I "should" do. I know that if I forced myself to start
exercising daily right now, it would be motivated primarily by fear.
But the thing is, I don't really have much fear left around the body.
I know that the body is not important except as a learning device, and
I trust that whatever happens with my body will be exactly what's
meant to happen ("the script is written") and that I need not worry
about it. But on the other hand, I still feel this nagging "should"
telling me that I should exercise and eat healthier.
Have you ever dealt with these issues? How would you recommend I look
at this?
Thanks!
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Beloved One,
Thanks for writing. Yes, the ego's 'shoulds' around diet and exercise
and health are some of its common tricks at maintaining guilt. It is
always helpful to remember that health is inner peace, and the Holy
Spirit sees the body as neutral. The focus on mind watching is most
important, no matter what the form of judgment seems to be.
The question about diet is another version of the prayer to step back
and let the Spirit lead the way. The curriculum is highly
individualized, so I cannot speak in broad generalities about diet. It
is most helpful with diet, as with all things, to be highly Intuitive
and thus very open to the Spirit's Guidance. You may use the prayer:
"Holy Spirit Guide my eating that I may be Fed by You." Truly it is
not what you eat that is most important on the spiritual journey, but
Who is Guiding the mind is All important. It is not what you put in
your mouth that defiles, but that which proceeds from an unhealed
heart. Likewise, the miracle brings healing far beyond what the ego
judges as "healthy food."
Healing always depends upon exposing and releasing the ego belief
system, for thus is distorted perception healed. Problems are never in
form, being always a belief in the deceived mind. The ego projected a
body and food and weight issues and fitness issues, etc., to distract
the mind from the Light within. In the reversal of thought the Holy
Spirit sponsors, the mind is empowered as the mechanism of Awakening.
As you learn to think with the Holy Spirit you will be truly healthy
and vibrant and joyful and energetic. This health comes from sharing
the Purpose of the Spirit, which is forgiveness.
The body is a symbol or representation, so when you feel well this is
a sign that you are following the Spirit. Let your feelings be a
barometer to the voice that you are following, and learn to trust the
Voice for God within the mind. Eat what you feel Guided to eat and
when you feel Guided to eat, and let this be a practice of the ACIM
Workbook lesson: I will step back and let Him lead the way. The ego
will attribute the feeling to form as it always does. Yet as you
deepen with the Spirit it becomes more obvious that health is a
decision of Purpose and the form is always just a backdrop or stage.
In Awakening it becomes apparent that there is nothing causative in
form, and this includes the body and food and exercise and the
environment. Every experience is a decision of the mind. With training
the mind is consistently miracle minded or right-minded, and this
state of mind is healthy. The happy dream is healthy indeed, and peace
of mind results from the Purpose & Perspecive of the Spirit. In
Quantum Physics terms, this is the Observer. In ACIM terms, this is
the Dreamer.
Digest the Spirit's Purpose and you will never hunger again. At some
point in my experience the concepts of diet and exercise and physical
health and fitness that were part of the David self concept just
seemed to fade and dissolve and disappear entirely.:) Keep the focus
on undoing false belief, and see how concerns are easily undone in
forgiveness. :)
Love & Blessings and Gratitude,
David
http://awakening-mind.orghttp://miracleshome.org
Blessings of Peace. Here are some monthly writings on the Simple Way of A Course In Miracles from my friend Diane Perretto. Write to her using her e-mail address at the bottom of the message if you'd like to receive the full color illustrated .pdf version of this newsletter and also if you'd like to receive the .pdf newsletter every month.
Today I am Guided to write some words about the simplicity of the Present Moment and the ego's vain attempts to obscure the plain and simple Truth. When the mind is drawn to thoughts about the past and future it is literally blank and sound asleep. As these thoughts are not keep hidden and freely given over to the Spirit, they disappear from awareness, opening the mind to the Present. Darkness, unprotected and undefended, must give way to Light. Yet nothing can be kept hidden from awareness in the mind for the Light to shine unencumbered. Without being exposed, the ego will seem to rule one's state of mind.
In A Course In Miracles Jesus says:
"You have been told to bring the darkness to the light, and guilt to holiness. And you have also been told that error must be corrected at its source. Therefore, it is the tiny part of yourself, the little thought that seems split
off and separate, the Holy Spirit needs. The rest is fully in God's keeping, and needs no guide. Yet this wild and delusional thought needs help because, in its delusions, it thinks it is the Son of God, whole and omnipotent, sole ruler of the kingdom it set apart to tyrannize by madness into obedience and slavery. This is the little part you think you stole from Heaven. Give it back to Heaven. Heaven has not lost it, but <you> have lost sight of Heaven. Let the Holy Spirit remove it from the withered kingdom in which you set it off, surrounded by darkness, guarded by attack and reinforced by hate. Within its barricades is still a tiny segment of the Son of God, complete and holy, serene and unaware of what you think surrounds it." (T-18.IX.1)
Protect an attack thought and it seems real and justified. Expose it to the Spirit and it dissolves instantly. The reason forgiveness seems to take so long in
time is that the difference between what is the same and what is different is still obscured. No attack thought has a foundation or a real cause, so judgment of the effects of the world has no meaning in Reality. Yet to a sleeping mind that believes in real effects and specifics, the Spirit offers another Way of looking at the world. This Perspective is the Answer to every seeming specific problem that arises in awareness.
Jesus also says: "You have been told to ask the Holy Spirit for the answer to any specific problem, and that you will receive a specific answer if such is your need. You have also been told that there is only one problem and one answer. In prayer this is not contradictory. There are decisions to make here, and they must be made whether they be illusions or not. You cannot be asked to accept answers which are beyond the level of need that you can recognize. (SOP-1.I-2)
Guidance must come from
the Spirit and reach the mind when and where the mind believes it is. Most of the Guidance the mind receives from the Spirit is specific, since the sleeping mind believes in specifics and could not understand an abstract Answer. So this means it is extremely important to follow the intuitive steps which are Given for Awakening. All the steps aim at the washing away of the addiction to specifics and linear believing and thinking and perceiving. When eventually distractions disappear, the Truth is beheld and accepted exactly As Is, and this is the simplicity of Being Present. Now is a moment in which one receives and gives perfect communication with the entire universe, and nothing is kept hidden or seperate or apart. A Course In Miracles is a tool for experiencing this moment.
Jesus says this about A Course In Miracles: "The reason this course is simple is that truth is simple. Complexity is of the ego, and is nothing
more than the ego's attempt to obscure the obvious. You could live forever in the holy instant, beginning now and reaching to eternity, but for a very simple reason. Do not obscure the simplicity of this reason, for if you do, it will be only because you prefer not to recognize it and not to let it go. The simple reason, simply stated, is this: The holy instant is a time in which you receive and give perfect communication. This means, however, that it is a time in which your mind is open, both to receive and give. It is the recognition that all minds are in communication. It therefore seeks to change nothing, but merely to accept everything." (T-15.IV.6)
Is there any way that could be simpler and more direct than complete acceptance Now. How simple is the obvious. Jesus continues:
"Being so simple and direct, this course has nothing in it that is not consistent. The seeming inconsistencies, or
parts you find more difficult than others, are merely indications of areas where means and end are still discrepant. And this produces great discomfort. This need not be. This course requires almost nothing of you. It is impossible to imagine one that asks so little, or could offer more." (T-20.VII.I)
and...
"Think not that happiness is ever found by following a road away from it. This makes no sense, and cannot be the way. To you who seem to find this course to be too difficult to learn, let me repeat that to achieve a goal you must proceed in its direction, not away from it. And every road that leads the other way will not advance the purpose to be found. If this be difficult to understand, then is this course impossible to learn. But only then. For otherwise, it is a simple teaching in the obvious. (T-31.IV.7)
A Course In Miracles points to a living experience, not another set
of self-concepts. Christ asks for trust in the Inner Guidance so that all self-concepts and specific images can be laid aside forever. What you seem to do comes from what you seem to think, and what you seem to think comes from what you seem to believe. So you must learn to systematically, with the Spirit's Help, question EVERYTHING that you seem to believe. The miracle offers a replacement to false identity dependency. When the mind clings roles and concepts and rituals it remains defensive and fearful, even if it is unaware of the depth of the fear that lies beneath. Yet the unconscious guilt and fear and hatred must come to the surface before they can be released forever.
It is an art to let the Spirit use the symbols of the world without identifying with them. One seems to write a book and yet cannot identify with the image of being an author. One seems to speak and yet cannot
identify with the image of speaker. One seems to teach and yet cannot identify with the image of teacher. One seems to 'have' a child and yet cannot identify with the image of parent. There is no 'doer' in Being Present. The ego made the 'doer' so it could project the ontological guilt stemming from the belief in separation onto the bodies and images of the cosmos. Yet Divine Presence is without guilt and projection. Presence simply extends Love. Presence is universal and impersonal, Being Pure Love.
If you feel an emotion that doesn't feel simple, be humble and willing to let go of the self-concepts and images of complexity. Who is this 'doer'? All stress and anxiety and fear and guilt and anger come from identifying with the 'doer.' When I say let the ego be undone, I am refering to the identification with the 'doer.' In unified perception (forgiveness) there is no
'doer.'
There is tranquil Stillness in the Present. There are no controversies or distractions or dramas or self-concepts right Now. The concept of a 'doer' but seemed to thrive in the concept of a story. The story was fictitious because it was linear. The story was based in time, and depended upon it. Yet time is simultaneous, not linear. Rejoice and be glad! Remember this one insight and you will never thirst again for another story. :)
All of the Messengers of Peace are grateful for the helpfulness that our shared Purpose and the Teacherofteachers.net web site is giving/receiving. Thanks for your loving thoughts and comments. I am posting 4 new messages that just were recently received:
"Blessings and nice to see your new website which will bring the light of Truth to all who seek to explore the depths of Gods Truth and come to a clearer understanding of His Plan for creation." -Jack Baldwin
"Hi Beautiful people! Thank you so much for this new website. I feel so blessed by you and it! Thank you for the hours spent in it's wonderous creation. This donation is a token of my gratitude and love. Peace and joy" -Suzanne
"Ever since we first met you keep touching my heart with your sweetness and kindness and
love. Through all my stories, emotions and seeking for truth, you have given me nothing but unconditional acceptance, support and love. How can I ever thank you for taking me to your heart, accepting my way to express love and giving me back your heart full of care and tenderness? I am always by your side. Forever in Love" -Anna
"You continue to shine such a bright light into my days of Awakening. Sometime in the midst of deep confusion or of great dispair, I remember things you've said throughout the years, and I'm gently being led back to rightminded thinking; to the Simplicity and Friendliness of Life. If I could only be like You. And then I remember: I am excactly like You. Ohh.. Jesus! Could I be this blessed? Ego and Spirit seems to be wrestling in an
ongoing match, the price being my attention. But in quiet moments I recognise that Spirit doesn't fight, but just waits patiently till I return to His Voice, knowing this Voice to be the only one in Truth. " -Jacob
I will speak this coming Saturday night on Paltalk about the new Teacherofteachers.net web site and the topic: Salvation is no compromise of any kind. Here are the access instructions for Paltalk:http://www.acimgather.org/instructions.htm
In A Course In Miracles Jesus says: "Being so simple and direct, this course has nothing in it that is not consistent. The seeming inconsistencies, or parts you find more
difficult than others, are merely indications of areas where means and end are still discrepant. And this produces great discomfort. This need not be. This course requires almost nothing of you. It is impossible to imagine one that asks so little, or could offer more." (T-20.VII.I) These words apply very well to the Teacherofteachers.net web site. The teachings are extremely simple and clear and a huge variety of examples and metaphors and parables are artfully used by the Holy Spirit and Jesus to Guide the mind into the experience of complete forgiveness (Atonement) and the Peace of God. The metaphysics are pristinely pure and clear, the unlearning required is laid out very, very directly, and the transfer of training sweeps across the mind, leaving no stone unturned and no exceptions hidden. All this with a touch of humor and lots and lots of laughter.
Here are the basic sections of the web site.
The materials library is constructed of three parts:
The first is called Laying the Framework. It includes some of the most basic (and fundamental) ideas that are presented in A Course in Miracles as well as some items about the Course itself. A lot of the first questions and issues that are raised by those who find the Course are answered here in one form or another. Some of the early metaphors of the Course are introduced and explored as well as some of the fundamental metaphysical ideas.
The second set of materials is called Unlearning the World. This section covers many concepts, particularly the middle and later metaphors used by the Course. This is the stage of learning where egoic assumptions, beliefs and distortions are brought more clearly into awareness. A solid understanding of the ACIM
metaphysics is the key to moving into the final stage of learning to unlearn the world; the transfer of training.
The third set of materials is called The Transfer of Training. Knowing the ideas isn't enough to have the experience beyond the words; they must be lived and applied. The deepest teachings about the advanced ideas of cause and effect as well as the subject / object split and relationships are covered here as well as many other ideas. A solid understanding of the most advanced metaphors of ACIM combined with a willingness to transfer those ideas to one's life without exception has only one result; a clear mind and consistent happiness.
This practical curriculum is designed specifically for those who desire to Awaken in this
seeming 'lifetime.' There are no distortions in the teachings and they reflect the desire for Enlightenment or Self-realization. The curriculum reflects the following statement from A Course In Miracles: "The peace of God is everything I want. The peace of God is my one goal; the aim of all my living here, the end I seek, my purpose and my function and my life, while I abide where I am not at home." (W-205.I) To experience the Peace of God consistently is a miracle-minded state, the result of a highly trained mind that has released every scrap of self-concept, every scrap of reciprocity, and ever scrap of pride. In Enlightenment there is no system, no complexity, no difficulty, and no challenge. As Jesus says the following:
"The constancy of
joy is a condition quite alien to your understanding. Yet if you could even imagine what it must be, you would desire it although you understand it not. The constancy of happiness has no exceptions; no change of any kind. It is unshakable as is the Love of God for His creation. Sure in its vision as its Creator is in what He knows, happiness looks on everything and sees it is the same." (T-21.VIII.2)
"Can you imagine what a state of mind without illusions is? How it would feel? Try to remember when there was a time,–perhaps a minute, maybe even less–when nothing came to interrupt your peace; when you were certain you were loved and safe. Then try to picture what it would be like to have that moment be extended to the end of time and to eternity. Then let the sense of quiet that you felt be multiplied a hundred times, and then be
multiplied another hundred more. And now you have a hint, not more than just the faintest intimation of the state your mind will rest in when the truth has come." (W-107.3)
"Can you imagine what it means to have no cares, no worries, no anxieties, but merely to be perfectly calm and quiet all the time? Yet that is what time is for; to learn just that and nothing more. God's Teacher cannot be satisfied with His teaching until it constitutes all your learning. He has not fulfilled His teaching function until you have become such a consistent learner that you learn only of Him." (T-15.I.I)
Time has been collapsed and saved, and the way of forgiveness of illusions is
clear and straightforward and direct. The experience of Love is within, still, and far beyond the images and beliefs and thoughts of the world. The Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. As with the Course, this web site was designed to save time (in awareness terms) and bring an end to the search for Identity as Christ. Welcome Home Beloved One!
Here are some features of the Teacherofteachers.net web site:
*All writings and mp3 files and charts can be downloaded and copied and shared freely without charge. (The site is supported solely by tax deductible donations and is completely nonprofit and noncommercial)
*The teachings come from a Living experience and express the Union of Divine Mind, using the symbols of the world and pointing beyond them.
*The teachings are in a dialogue format with very sincere questions, cascading deeper and deeper into the mind, and always followed by the Clear Answer from the Holy Spirit & Jesus that leads to the goal of peace of mind. All questions are one question, and you will be Guided to hear it asked in the specific way that you can have it Answered forever.
*Clarity of mind and discernment eliminate delay and distractions and inspire confidence in the ability to listen and follow the Holy Spirit & Jesus.
*The feeling of the
equality of all brothers and sisters and the Love of God permeates every session, and the laughter and lightness offers the attraction to Love. There are no hierarchies of illusions, for they are all the same, and the mind can rest in sameness and stillness of the Present Moment."
*The teachings undo the belief in level confusion and the confusion between form and Content. There are literally thousands of examples and metaphors and parables that are offered freely to accomplish this goal. The goal of the Atonement cannot be accepted without this discernment.
*The teachings carry forth those offered by the Holy Spirit through Jesus, Arten, Pursah, and do so in a way that uses the contemporary symbols of the past century in a way that can be grasped and understood easily for a willing mind.
*The web site is impersonal and universal and does not highlight "persons"
or "personalities." It aims at the universal experiences of peace, love, joy, freedom, and happiness. The web site helps the mind transcend belief by accepting forgiveness as the last illusion.
I hope to see you this coming Saturday night (EST Saturday 29th 8:30pm) on PalTalk and we shall rejoice together in the Peace of God!
Greetings of Love. At the end of the first paragraph of Chapter 6: THE LESSONS OF LOVE Introduction, Jesus shares the following idea:
"You cannot <be> attacked, attack <has> no justification, and you <are> responsible for what you believe."
This idea, if taken to heart and applied without exception, sets everyOne free. The Christ within cannot be attacked, attack never has any justification or reason or meaning, and responsibility for this Fact of Being and everything the mind holds in awareness is its responsibility.
Forgiveness overlooks error so completely in the mind that there is literally no 'thing' or 'person' to forgive. That is why truly one forgives (overlooks) what a brother or sister HAS NOT done, not what they appear to have done. The world of specifics is false perception, and no thing has reality. Reality, God, Love, Christ, are abstract Light and "God knows not
form." To overlook the unreal and accept what always has forever been real and true cannot be difficult.
I recently received an e-mail about allegations and accusations and judgments perceived to be directed at persons who are well known on the Internet. The Answer Jesus gives above is the safety of defenselessness, for it recognizes the impossibility of attack and the invulnerability of the Christ, the True Identity. The idea above overturns and dispels everything the world is based on, for the ego made the world in hate and as a substitute for Divine Love.
Forgiveness Answers hate by overlooking it and reflecting the Love that is Called for in every seeming 'situation' and 'event.' Hate has no reality and no validity, and therefore cannot and need not ever be addressed or fought or overcome. Hate is simply to be recognized as impossible, and this is inevitable when belief in the ego (error) has been withdrawn.
Invest in experiencing Innocence and reap the natural reward of accepting What Is. Truth can merely seem to be denied by the veil of shadows, yet What Is (Truth) remains true forever and ever.
Jesus says in ACIM: "There is nothing you can hold against reality. 2 All that must be forgiven are the illusions you have held against your brothers. 3 Their reality has no past, and only illusions can be forgiven. 4 God holds nothing against anyone, for He is incapable of illusions of any kind. 5 Release your brothers from the slavery of their illusions by forgiving them for the illusions you perceive in them. 6 Thus will you learn that you have been forgiven, for it is you who offered them illusions. 7 In the holy instant this is done for you in time, to bring you the true condition of Heaven." (T-16.VII.9)
Illusion is false by definition. Therefore there is no action of form required in the change of mind called Atonement. A change of purpose
in mind reverses all the illusory 'laws' of the world. This is easy simply because it is already accomplished through the Holy Spirit and one must only align with the Answer that is already here and ever and readily available.
Join in recognizing and experiencing invulnerability. There is nothing else to join in. All glory to God for the simple Joy & Happiness of Innocence.
“The human mind has to be transcended in order to experience god, truth, love. Love does not need to be sought, because love is forever present.” -Jeffrey Lake
Jeffrey Lake is a Spiritual teacher who dedicates his life to an inner path that transcends the human condition. He teaches that all dysfunction is found in the belief that you are different from your neighbor. He focuses his teaching on looking at the blocks to Love. He does not teach another belief system, because belief can be accepted or rejected. He teaches the truth is true and only the truth is true. The truth is unconditional love and unconditional love sees only oneness, it sees no differences. Jeffrey teaches everyone that the human mind seeks for love in all the wrong places, therefore leaving a sense of separation from love itself. He teaches the seeker is the problem. Seeking for truth in words or beliefs will only separate oneself from another. All belief is to be transcended.
This video is an introduction to the advanced teachings of A Course In
Miracles.
Blessings of Peace. For the Peace of God to be a consistent experience in awareness it is essential that the concept of ownership be released to the Holy Spirit's care to be shined away. Here is a passage from A Course In Miracles that clarifies the point:
T-13.VII.10. "Ownership is a dangerous concept if it is left to you. 11 The ego wants to have things for salvation, for possession is its law. 12 Possession for its own sake is the ego's fundamental creed, a basic cornerstone in the churches it builds to itself. 13 And at its altar it demands you lay all of the things it bids you get, leaving you no joy in them."
T-13.VII.11. "Everything the ego tells you that you need will hurt you. 2 For although the ego urges you again and again to get, it leaves you nothing, for what you get it will demand of you. 3 And even from the very hands that grasped it, it will be wrenched and hurled into the dust. 4 For where the ego
sees salvation it sees separation, and so you lose whatever you have gotten in its name. 5 Therefore ask not of yourself what you need, for you do not know, and your advice to yourself will hurt you. 6 For what you think you need will merely serve to tighten up your world against the light, and render you unwilling to question the value that this world can really hold for you."
T-13.VII.12. "Only the Holy Spirit knows what you need. 2 For He will give you all things that do not block the way to light. 3 And what else could you need? 4 In time, He gives you all the things that you need have, and will renew them as long as you have need of them. 5 He will take nothing from you as long as you have any need of it. 6 And yet He knows that everything you need is temporary, and will but last until you step aside from all your needs and realize that all of them have been fulfilled. 7 Therefore He has no investment in the things that He supplies, except to make certain
that you will not use them on behalf of lingering in time. 8 He knows that you are not at home there, and He wills no delay to wait upon your joyous homecoming."
T-13.VII.13. "Leave, then, your needs to Him. 2 He will supply them with no emphasis at all upon them. 3 What comes to you of Him comes safely, for He will ensure it never can become a dark spot, hidden in your mind and kept to hurt you. 4 Under His guidance you will travel light and journey lightly, for His sight is ever on the journey's end, which is His goal."
The undoing of the belief in private minds and private thoughts is also the undoing of the belief in private things. To the ego everything is private and owned by someone, and yet to the Spirit nothing is private and in the Kingdom of Heaven there is no such thing as ownership. The transition, then, from the belief in ownership to the awareness of the Oneness of Heaven is essential for lasting peace & happiness.
To the ego ownership is freedom and independence, and this is why getting things is deemed as valuable and important to it. Think of the 'happy dream' the ego sponsors in its 'seek and do not find' plan of salvation: get the house, the car, the family, the pet, the clothes, the investment portfolio, the retirement fund, & the life insurance. Once you have gotten the 'basics' in its plan, it will beckon the mind to get and get some more, getting the most it can accumulate and possess.
The Holy Spirit offers another Plan for salvation that will work: forgive & be happy. Forgiveness simply sees the false as false. Forgiveness is for Giving as God Gives. It is a State in which there is actually no desire to 'get' anything. Forgiveness rests content in the present moment and holds no attraction to the things of this world.
W-pII.1.4 "Forgiveness, on the other hand, is still, and quietly does nothing. 2 It
offends no aspect of reality, nor seeks to twist it to appearances it likes. 3 It merely looks, and waits, and judges not. 4 He who would not forgive must judge, for he must justify his failure to forgive. 5 But he who would forgive himself must learn to welcome truth exactly as it is."
As one goes deep into the heart of forgiveness, nothing can be more obvious than the Call to release the belief in ownership. It is impossible to be at Peace and own anything. This is the most striking reversal of all the seeming laws of this world and undoes the ego completely. And it is pure joy to simply Watch the world from this State of Peace. Once there is no longer a motive to 'get' anything there is no longer any expectation- and Truth is accepted exactly as It Is. What could there be to get or protect for a Mind that is whole, perfect, and Eternal? How simple is the obvious.
Sometimes people ask: "How do you live in this
world?" Yet in simple honesty ask only: "Who is the "I" that tries to live in this world?" As the self concept is released, so is the prideful striving to be something that one is not. Let go of the striving and behold the Stillness that has ever been present. Nothing can be simpler or more rewarding.
I am honored to Watch as the witnesses to living in Divine Providence show up and reflect the brightness of Divine Love. These witnesses are Called forth as a reflection of a healed mind, and I give thanks to the Holy Spirit. Everything is so gentle and easy in shared Purpose, and conflict was a thing of the past that never was and has accordingly disappeared from awareness forever.
Welcome Home Holy Child of God. Dance in the Light, and celebrate the Homecoming! The ego's game is over now, and True Love shines and shines forever and ever. What else is there, or could ever be but This. :)
All this talk of being whole makes me feel very guilty for having demands, and working and that stems from as you say a belief in reciprocity. It puts me in a state where I feel like I do not know what to do or where to turn, as the realisation of your words often makes me feel the very opposite of the goal, and almost as if oh well I am not good enough.
Is it okay to have a job, to work, to have demands from time to time? The holy spirit tells me you are trying to get me to a place, or help me realise the truth. I am the truth, so what is there to worry about? If one is not at the same stage as you is there anything to fear, or is there any difference between you and I?
Why do I percieve a difference because of things that are not real! Why not tell me instead that I am whole instead, for in that sense it does not matter what I the individual does in the world.
The thought that I could not be whole
makes me want to distance my self from the teachings, but I suppose the belief that I could be anything but whole or seperate from God is the basis for the teaching themselves...to teach us that this is not true.
The opportunity to talk about this seems to be a release within itself. If I am that I am, I am everything, real within the dream even though the dream is not real.
Yes, it seems that the reminder of wholeness flushes into awareness anything unlike wholeness so that the stuff can be released.
I found this writing I shared on the mailing list that addresses the transition from working based on past assumptions to trusting the Spirit to Guide the way into Divine Providence:
"In trusting the Holy Spirit all perceived 'needs' are easily met, and no effort
is required once the Holy Spirit's Purpose is accepted without exception.
The examples of Divine Providence which come to mind are Jesus, Buddha, Mother Teresa, Peace Pilgrim, and Saint Francis, to name a handful. They gave fully of the Spirit and allowed the Spirit to lead and direct the way and provide whatever was needed for their vocation on earth. They offered a state of mind freely. They lived simply and had very few material needs and wants. And reciprocity, for those who trust, is a thing of the past. They did not charge fees for the words they spoke. They had transcended the concept of reciprocity - of giving to get - for in Giving as God Gives there is nothing apart from the Giving. The Giving of Love is extending, and extending Love has no cost, no price, no rent, no wage, no cares, and no concerns. What is Provided comes freely without any strings attached.
In this world Divine Providence seems rare to
impossible to the untrained mind, for reciprocity is learned and trust is unknown until it is developed. It is relatively easy for the ego to learn and accumulate skills, to learn how to do mundane meaningless tasks and participate in the economic dance of reciprocity. What takes initial effort is the willingness to open to God dependence - to listen and follow the Holy Spirit and let go of the pride and Self- sacrifice ideas such as 'earning in return for work' and personally 'making a living,' for the mask of personhood is in need of undoing before the Light of Christ can shine through unrestricted.
Christ has no 'job,' Being Eternal Love. Christ pays no 'dues,' Being Whole and Complete. To know Thy Self as Christ it is only necessary to forgive or release the illusion of a self, of a world, of an identity that God did not create. As one advances in mind training one experiences that the Purpose of forgiveness entails
the means and the end of happiness. St Augustine said: "Love and do what you will." Christ Calls to the sleeping mind: "Forgive and Be as You are." Identity as Christ is a creation of God and can only be remembered. Forgiveness simply removes the obstacles to the awareness of Love's Presence. Trying to 'run the show' is tiring only because the ego is the one 'trying.' In Purpose everything is Given effortlessly. The Divine Ease is always the indicator as to the Divine Advisor the mind is following in the moment.
Relax. There is no need to keep 'trying' so hard. Let go. It is easy to trust the Holy Spirit and difficult to try to 'make a living' on 'your own.' If you find the world to be a struggle or a series of unending challenges and confrontations and problems, resign now as your own 'teacher.' Let the Advisor Who Knows the Way Guide and Direct. Say and mean: "I will step back and let Him lead the way," and watch the dance
with Happiness and Peace and Joy!
Divine Love has met and will always meet every human need as long as the perception of lack persists. And in heaven there is nothing lacking. Relax in trust and watch the illusory 'problems' dissolve away in Love. Darkness cannot even seem to exist in the Presence of Light. The world is upside-down and backwards, and in forgiveness it is apparent that nothing of the world means anything. Pride is nothing. Personal achievement is nothing. Not one speck of the learning of the world offers the slightest bit of lasting Happiness."
This is all well and good - sounds true - sounds wonderful - but some specifics would be great. What does this mean in this illusory world? Do I not buy
new clothes if I think I need them? Do I not buy a new car if I think it is time? Do I sell my house and rent - because we should strive to not get caught up in ownership? I love to read your advice but sometimes it could use some practical examples.
Thanks for writing. As for specifics, I have not owned anything at all for many years and I share common property (from clothes to car to house to toothpaste to underwear to food to utilities, etc.) with others who are part of a nonprofit organization called Messengers of Peace. We post all foundation donations and expenses on the main web site at the bottom of the 'Foundation' linked page. I and everyone of us accept no salaries, only donations, and do not charge money for anything as we have released the belief in reciprocity. People make donations as Guided when they feel to,
and the ministry and all living expenses are paid through donations. Everything is done on a volunteer basis.
Hope that helps. These are just our examples, and it is best to loosen from beliefs of loss and possessions and ownership in the mind over the years by following Inner Guidance.
Beloved One,
Blessings of Love. In November I will return to Argentina for a
series of gatherings around Buenos Aires and Mendoza. My friend
Maria sent me an e-mail to share how the gatherings are shaping up so
far:
Saturday 17th -in CAMINOS, in San Isidro from 5pm to 8pm.
Sunday 18th -a retreat day with David at Patricia Jacobs, from 10
am to 6pm.
Wednesday 21st in Belgrano from 6,30pm to 8:30pm Marta Bentolila is
the organizer.
Thursday 22nd in the City of Buenos Aires in the evening Patricia
Lauzan is the organizer.
Saturday 24th and Sunday 25th in Mendoza City -Rosana Irusta is the
organizer.
Monday 26th in Villa Urquiza in the evening Cristina Pona is the
organizer.
Wednesday 28th in San Isidro from 7pm to 9pm Maria Isabel Obarrio is
the organizer.
For sure we will have more meetings. Those interested, please
contact Maria,
angelmaria57@...
or
angelmaria55@...
Te amo mucho,
David
http://un-curso-en-milagros.org
Blessings of Love. For the past 16 years I have happily shared the idea "Value what is forever free." I was told by Jesus back in 1991 that I was never to charge money for anything I shared and to rely entirely upon donations and gifts and the Divine Providence of the Holy Spirit. I am so grateful for this loving Guidance and for the trust in the Holy Spirit that developed through following this Guidance. It was the undoing of the belief in reciprocity, which was the ego. The tens of thousands of miles of travels and hundreds and hundreds of gatherings around the world, the thousands of writings on the web sites and global mailing lists and e-mails and the downloads of hundreds of audio and video teaching files on the metaphysics and practical application of the miracles principles have been a Pure Joy to Give. I am grateful to have the experience of Giving and Extending as God Gives and
Extends, without the 'need' to 'get' anything 'in return.' More recently the Holy Spirit gave the Guidance to use eBay and MissionFish as a backdrop for making these profound teachings available to those who were to find them through these routes, since none of the materials were ever copyrighted or published through commercial publishers. Volunteers have lovingly edited, organized, produced, packed, distributed, and in some cases mailed the writings, CDs, DVDs, posters, cards, etc., and these volunteers have established shipping and handling fees to help cover the costs of sending the materials in hard copy format to those who are unable to access the thousands of free online materials and resources. These hard copy materials and resources have always been made available freely on a tax deductible basis, in accordance with the original Guidance from Jesus. What is required for the radical transformation of consciousness called forgiveness is
the willingness to use what has been freely offered.
With the launch of the http://teacherofteacher.net the Awakening Mind curriculum is now availble in a step by step format that is practical and freely accessible. The Bliss of the Present Moment is inevitable for a mind that is open and willing to Give & Receive the Gift of the Spirit. I rejoice that everything real is Given freely and without expectation of any kind, for such is true Giving.
Those who see themselves as Whole make no demands. It is an honor to Give as God Gives, expecting nothing in return. This State of Mind is unknown to the world, yet this Loving Giving is actually the only experience that can ever be fully Known. Truth cannot be described or explained. It can only be experienced. I offer the words Given to speak and write for the Glory of
God. There is nothing else to write or speak but that which Holy Spirit uses to Awaken the sleeping mind and to Glorify God by Loving as God Loves. Such is simple honesty and humbleness and openess.
The web site contains many, many free audio recordings and writings that date back to the early 1990s and have been preserved and edited and organized with great care of detail for the maximum benefit of the listener. Many people over the years have asked the question: "How do I forgive?" and "Can you give me practical steps and tips and examples and metaphors that will help me understand and experience the peace of mind that A Course In
Miracles promises?" This new web site is a practical answer from the Holy Spirit to this Call for Help. It offers the beginnings of a free "How to" means that actually help lead to the experience of the Present Moment: the Holy Instant. The path is very direct and accelerated, so the ego resistance can seem intense, though all the ego defense tactics and mechanisms are so completely exposed that they become laughable. In this experience of Joy and Love & Laughter, there is nothing to seek and nothing to find.
I am so very grateful for A Course In Miracles and have never felt the Guidance or the need to write an additional book explaining this precious Scripture. I have been Guided to travel and teach and share my experiences in applying the Course and living the Purpose of forgiveness, and many of the sessions were recorded and/or transcribed -along with those who have continued to share these ideas and experiences. Eventually
these profound resources will be translated into many languages and put into hard copy formats, and yet right now you can access them freely on the web site and benefit from the time-saving miracles. Enlightenment is inevitable, and for those who desire to Awaken 'sooner' rather than 'later' this web site will save thousands and thousands of years.
EveryOne stands on the shoulders, so to speak, of those who have lit the way inward and illuminated the Spiritual Path to Divine Mind. I wish to thank Helen and Ken and Bill and Judy for their steadfast commitment to bringing the Course to the world, and Gary for putting the teachings (along with Arten and Pursah) in a humorous printed form for widespread distribution. I want to thank Jeffrey and Kerri and Kirsten and Kathy and Beverly and Jason and Annie and all those who devoted countless hours to sharing and editing and organizing the materials that are presented, and I want to thank the
participants of the ACIM gatherings and sessions since 1991 who joined in Purpose to expose the ego and forgive and release the past. It has been a giant collaboration of the Sonship, by the Sonship, for the Sonship, and it is still in its beginning in terms of time.
Time has been saved for everyOne, and I give all the glory to God. Enjoy the web site. Let your mouse and pointer move about under the Guidance of the Holy Spirit, and bring to mind everything that is Loving & Helpful in Awakening.
From all of us at the Foundation for the Awakening Mind and Messengers of Peace, I extend our Love & Gratitude.
Be Blessed Holy Child of God,
David, Jeffrey, Kirsten, Charles, Kerri, Jason, & Helena
It is always Helpful to remember the Guidelines given for using A Course In Miracles.
Here are the original Guidelines given by Jesus to Helen Schucman and Bill Thetford for the overall use of A Course In Miracles in the world. These Guidelines are still very helpful and practical today.
1. A Course In Miracles was copyrighted when it was first published in the 1970s in order to keep its thought-system intact during the first 3 decades of its birth and distribution to the world.
2. A Course In Miracles was intended to be a self-study course. Only Jesus & the Holy Spirit can reveal the meaning of the Course to the student's mind. Only God knows the readiness of the student to receive this revelation.
3. A Course In Miracles was only to be published by those who devoted their lives to its
guardianship.
4. A Course In Miracles was not to be commercially advertised. It has and will continue to make its own way around the world. Freely you have received, now freely give.
5. Free copies of A Course In Miracles were to be provided to those people who could not afford the cost of the Course. This function was originally the responsibility of the publisher, and now is up to everyone who hears and Answers the Call. A Course In Miracles is now offered freely on the Internet for those who wish to read and/or print a copy of the book for their study and use.
6. No one was to make any money from A Course In Miracles. Revenues and donations are always to be used for sharing and extending the Course with the world and experiencing the Inner Peace of the Kingdom of Heaven within.
I am pleased to announce that after many months of preparing audio and written
material, that phase one of the Teacher of Teachers website is now online and
waiting to be utilized.I won't spend
much time here describing it because it really speaks for itself.However, I will copy and paste a few items
directly from the site which gives an overview of it.
I did wanted to make a note of one thing which I feel is of importance for the
site's users.You can access the
website by two different URLs (website addresses).You may use http://www.teacherofteachers.net or http://www.miracleshome.org.Either one will take you to the same
place.However, by using the
miracleshome.org address, this should allow your browser to give you the title
to each page and each audio at the top of your screen as you go through the
materials.I think this can be
particularly helpful when you are listening to an audio track and wondering,
"What's the name of this talk?"If you
are using miracleshome.org you will know.Otherwise it will just say something like "Teacher of Teachers – A Course
in Miracles Study Resource".The domain
name teacherofteachers.net forwards to miracleshome.org and for some reason it
doesn't make the page titles available when you use that URL.
Now,
I want to thank all of the volunteers that gave their time, devotion and love
to this project.It could not have happened any other way. Even if you
volunteered but I didn't have a project for you at the time, I still want to
express my gratitude and to also let you know that I still have your email
addresses and I haven't forgotten about you!The fact that so many offered was deeply touching.
It has been a joy and an inspiration to work on this site and it brought so
many people together to serve a purpose that is totally unknown to this
world.This website is given to the
Sonship by the Sonship and I am honored and blessedto have taken a role in its initiation.This has been a profound experience of the idea in the Course
that states, "the only true pleasure is doing God's Will".
I leave you with the following and I do
encourage you to follow the suggestions given as to how to use the site.Lots of consideration was taken in the
organization of the materials.Without
further ado, here is your website Beloved One.
Love,Kerri
Teacher of
Teachers is dedicated to the advanced teachings of A Course in Miracles. This website is intended as a study
aid for anyone who wishes to study and master the theories of ACIM. This
library contains approximately forty-five hours of audio MP3's and nearly two
hundred fifty pages of written material.
About this website...
Teacher of Teachers refers to the Holy Spirit, which in A
Course in Miracles terminology is also called the Voice for God and the
Right-Mind. The intention of this website is to be as clearly aligned with the
Holy Spirit, the one true Teacher, as possible and for the materials available
here to be reflective of that perspective. On that note, we have felt guided to
make this website as 'impersonal' as possible, or even 'anonymous' in the sense
that the focus here is the content of the materials, the conveying of ideas,
rather than on whomever the speaker or the writer seemed to be. This serves as
a reminder that all true wisdom is of the Spirit rather than persons. It wasn't
practical in all circumstances to eliminate every name mentioned - particularly
in audio format - but this has been done in most cases with the written
material.
A large quantity of the audio material on this website has
never been made available before. Most of the audio material on this site had
been archived in audiocassette format for many years, having been moved around from
damp basements to hot attics, trunks of cars and finally office shelves. Much
care has been put into the preservation of the sound quality of these materials
but in some cases full restoration of the sound was not possible. We would
encourage you to keep in mind that the material that is available here is
available because of its content. Certain tracks may have spots where it is
hard to hear but in most cases this lasts only briefly. Transcripts have been
made for most tracks that were of lesser audio quality.
Like any other tool, this website is a beginning and not an
end. What you will find here is a collection of ideas and no single idea in
this world is wholly true. Only one thing is for certain, and that is; you will
find what you are looking for because, as the Course says, the mind always gets
what it wants. We would invite you to simply be open to the ideas here rather
than immediately accepting or rejecting them. Thoroughly open your mind and
inquire within and there will the Teacher be.
The format of this website is done in a way to make more
efficient use of the growing quantity of materials and archives which have been
accumulated over the years, allowing the user to explore a great number of the
concepts and ideas in a simple format. Much more will be added to this website
when it is available. It is now and may always be a work in progress. We invite
your comments and suggestions and hope that you will feel free to contact us
anytime.
This website and all that we do is
done on a donation, Love Offering basis. If you feel that you would like to
support this resource, please consider visiting our Donate page. Some of the
resources on this website may be ordered as a hard copy. Please see our Order page for more information. All
gifts are tax deductible.
How to use this
website... We recommend that you start with the first item listed on the 'Laying
the Framework' page and then continue in order to the last item before moving
on to the next set. Don't forget the supplemental materials!
Teacher of Teachers is setup to start from the beginning. As
Jesus says in ACIM, healing is done from the bottom up and not the top down. As
said, most of the audio material on this website has never been made available
before. Other materials have been made available and archived in various
sources on the web and are now here to be utilized more efficiently. All
materials have been organized and arranged to build upon each other. The focal
points of this website are the audio recordings and the longer papers or
transcripts. Supplemental material is added where appropriate. Links to the key
metaphysical principles for the audio tracks will be added very soon.
The materials library is constructed of three parts:
The first is called Laying the Framework. It
starts with some of the most basic (and fundamental) ideas that are presented
in A Course in Miracles as well as some items about the Course itself. A lot of
the first questions and issues that are raised by those who find the Course are
answered here in one form or another. Some of the early metaphors of the Course
are introduced and explored as well as some of the fundamental metaphysical
ideas.
The second set of materials is called Unlearning the
World. This section covers many concepts, particularly the middle and
later metaphors used by the Course. This is the stage of learning where egoic
assumptions, beliefs and distortions are brought more clearly into awareness. A
solid understanding of the ACIM metaphysics is the key to moving into the final
stage of learning to unlearn the world; the transfer of training.
The third set of materials is called The Transfer of
Training. Knowing the ideas isn't enough to have the experience beyond
the words; they must be lived and applied. The deepest teachings about the
advanced ideas of cause and effect as well as the subject / object split and
relationships are covered here as well as many other ideas. A solid understanding
of the most advanced metaphors of ACIM combined with a willingness to transfer
those ideas to one's life without exception has only one result; a clear mind
and consistent happiness.
Welcome to Teacher of Teachers Beloved One.
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By giving you My
Universal Curriculum I am merely holding up a mirror to point the way to the
light of who You really are. I am not giving you this so one can make a new
identity. You can take this truth or leave it. And many of you will leave it,
for the obvious reason that you will not find gratification in My words.
Therefore you will not support them, because you support what you value. Some
of you will be tickled and love My words but you will be greatly confused and
be teachers of ego. All are called but only a few will transfer My words fully
in this generation. These words are for those who have the ears to hear.Remember this from My book A Course in
Miracles, "To learn this course requires willingness to question every
value that you hold. Not one can be kept hidden and obscure but it will
jeopardize your learning. No belief is neutral. Every one has the power to
dictate each decision you make. For a decision is a conclusion based on
everything that you believe. It is the outcome of belief, and follows it as
surely as does suffering follow guilt and freedom sinlessness. There is no
substitute for peace. What God creates has no alternative. The truth arises
from what He knows. And your decisions come from your beliefs as certainly as
all creation rose in His Mind because of what He knows." (T.24.IN.2.1)
Defending and making
another wrong through an intellectual stance of a particular spiritual idea, or
any idea denies My Curriculum. The whole aim of My Universal Curriculum is to
see the present moment as it is, to see that all is perfect now, that there is
nothing to be resolved, corrected or fixed. Remember this, "To the extent
to which you value guilt, to that extent will you perceive a world in which
attack is justified. To the extent to which you recognize that guilt is
meaningless,to that extent you will perceive attack cannot be justified. This
is in accord with perception's fundamental law: You see what you believe is
there, and you believe it there because you want it there. Perception has no
other law than this. The rest but stems from this, to hold it up and offer it
support. This is perception's form, adapted to this world, of God's more basic
law; that love creates itself, and nothing but itself."
There is no journey
to God; there is only the timeless moment of Now! When one recognizes this
truth, you will see that the separation has not occurred. Remember this,
"The mind can make the belief in separation very real and very fearful,
and this belief is the "devil". It is powerful, active, destructive
and clearly in opposition to God, because it literally denies His Fatherhood.
Look at your life and see what the devil has made. But realize that this making
will surely dissolve in the light of truth, because its foundation is a
lie…Nothing at all has happened but that you have put yourself to sleep, and
dreamed a dream in which you were an alien to yourself, and but a part of
someone else's dream. The miracle does not awaken you, but merely shows you who
the dreamer is. It teaches you there is a choice of dreams while you are still
asleep, depending on the purpose of your dreaming. Do you wish for dreams of
healing, or for dreams of death? A dream is like a memory in that it pictures
what you wanted shown to you."
I take no sides and I
judge not the road you seem to travel. I perceive no separation, because I do
not see what is not real. This is your calling, a calling into pure
abstraction. But this is not what the world wants for spirituality or religion.
This is too simple. Unless you believe <think> exactly as the world
proclaims spirituality or religion to be, then you are wrong in its eyes. In
the worlds eyes there are believers and the unbelievers. This is level
confusion, confusing the form of My Universal Course (content) with its
particular expression (form). It is important to know that God or Truth can be
but known. The important thing to remember is that you are not on either side
because there are no sides to truth!There is only Oneness. How can there be sides in abstraction, in Oneness?When we have abstraction, which is ones
natural condition; then we have freedom because there is nothing to choose
from. This is religion.
I want to make this
clear: Nobody misleads anyone else. You are faithful to one or the other, the
ego or Me. You make the choice. The most important idea to be clear on is the
idea of `cause'.The closest
approximation to `cause' or creation that the perceptual realm offers is
`choice'.You are either choosing one
thought system or another, fear or love, illusions or forgiveness and you
cannot serve two masters.Love or fear
is the only options that are available in the perceptual realm. And one of them
is an illusion and the other is real, which is choiceless abstraction. Remember
this, "Whatever is true is eternal, and cannot change or be changed. Spirit
is therefore unalterable because it is already perfect, but the mind can elect
what it chooses to serve. The only limit put on its choice is that it cannot
serve two masters. If it elects to do so, the mind can become the medium by
which spirit creates along the line of its own creation. If it does not freely
elect to do so, it retains its creative potential but places itself under
tyrannous rather than Authoritative control. As a result it imprisons, because
such are the dictates of tyrants. To change your mind means to place it at the
disposal of true Authority."
No one can serve two
masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be
loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.
Matthew 6:24
The power of your
mind lies in your interpretation, so the question is; where do you want to
place the power of your mind? Who do you want to lead you? Do you prefer the
world and its system of thought or the complete relinquishment of the worlds
system? Remember this, "You hate the one you gave the leader's role when
you would have it, and you hate as well his not assuming it at times you want
to let the follower in you arise, and give away the role of leadership. And
this is what you made your brother for, and learned to think that this his
purpose is. Unless he serves it, he has not fulfilled the function that was
given him by you. And thus he merits death, because he has no purpose and no
usefulness to you…. Christ calls to all with equal tenderness, seeing no
leaders and no followers, and hearing but one answer to them all. Because He
hears one Voice,he cannot hear a different answer from the one He gave when God
appointed Him His only Son."
Having a belief
system, a set of conceptual thoughts that you regard as the absolute truth,
does not make you spiritual or an authority no matter what the foundation of
those beliefs are. And in fact the more you make your thoughts (beliefs) into
your identity, the more you will be blocked from loves awareness. This is why
it's important to undo and question all beliefs. God is beyond belief. Remember
this, "Nor is belief in God a really meaningful concept, for God can be
but known. Belief implies that unbelief is possible, but knowledge of God has
no true opposite. Not to know God is to have no knowledge, and it is to this
that all unforgiveness leads.And without knowledge one can have only belief….
All terms are potentially controversial, and those who seek controversy will
find it….Theological considerations as such are necessarily controversial,
since they depend on belief and can therefore be accepted or rejected. A
universal theology is impossible, but a universal experience is not only
possible but necessary. It is this experience toward which the course is directed.
Here alone consistency becomes possible because here alone uncertainty
end."
"To believe in sinlessness is only the first step in opening up to the actual experience of sinlessness. Because the mind read a book that tells it of its sinlessness does not correct the belief in sin, it only opens the mind to that idea. Affirming that one is sinless while avoiding inner conflict is like putting icing over a mud-cake. The seeker has to go through the darkness to see the light. Questioning illusions will be our first step in undoing them. These ideas run very deep and that's why it's a course in "mind-training"- a course in negation. What am I not? I am not these changing moods. I am not perception. So, let's put this into a context: All of time and space shifts and changes; interpretations, books, assumptions, all these will shift and change with the moods of the ego. Agreeing with one teacher about sin or sinlessness, multiple sons of God or one son of God will not save you because belief is open to acceptance or rejection. Just agreeing with these words will not solve your problems either. Many seekers have agreed with the most profound teachings over the centuries yet greatly misunderstood what they were saying. Wisdom is not found in the written or spoken word. Collecting a bunch of concepts and then being able to articulate them does not make one wise. Seeing the false as false, escaping from all concepts is true forgiveness, this is wisdom."
"The insistence of the ego's stance on a particular idea reveals it uncertainty because true certainty is to know, and when we know we do not question nor do we defend. Certainty is of Me who Guides you. Certainty rests in abstraction, in a unified purpose, a purpose that is all inclusive, a purpose that brings a problem and the solution together and recognizes that the truth is true and only the truth is true. So it is important to see what is real and what is unreal, and what is real is beyond all time and space. The identification with separate interpretations or anything of time and space will call forth witnesses and an experience of change. What will resolve this confusion is seeing that when one rests in abstraction, in changelessness, there is nothing to defend, nothing to do, only an acceptance of one's reality."
"In order to be clear on the idea of separate versions or interpretations of the truth you need to remember the first law of chaos from my Course, A Course in Miracles; "The first chaotic law is that the truth is different for everyone. Like all these principles, this one maintains that each is separate and has a different set of thoughts that set him off from others. This principle evolves from the belief there is a hierarchy of illusions; some are more valuable and therefore true. Each one establishes this for himself, and makes it true by his attack on what another values. And this is justified because the values differ, and those who hold them seem to be unlike, and therefore enemies." Do you see the point that I am making here?"
"This is a point you can never afford to forget. "I am never upset for the reason I think… I am upset because I see a meaningless world" … my personal meaning has intruded the past upon my brother and I need to accept a new meaning that is all inclusive and unites all perception into one tapestry of innocence. I AM the One Teacher; I cannot misrepresent the truth, I am the way the truth and the life."
"The miracle worker must have a fundamental appreciation or understanding of the idea of cause and effect because this world is built upon false spurious cause and effect relationships. This world is based on a split in mind that gives away the dreaming of the world (cause) and keeps the part that is acted on (effect), the face of innocence. The ego keeps the body apart from the whole, making it autonomous. This autonomous body can be attacked by an objective world, but this is false because the body is in your mind and mind is whole. Ideas leave not there source."
"The split mind is confused between form and content, creation versus made, you will need to start by looking at specifics. All confusion arises from a mind that is identified with specifics versus abstraction, its natural inheritance. Asking yourself the question, "How do I feel right now?" is a good place to start. We have to start at the bottom with specifics and then yield into abstraction. How you feel is the key to the specifics in your mind."
"Most religious and spiritual seekers are completely identified with conceptual thought, the "i- know-mind". Some claim to be in sole possession of the truth, but their experience speak volumes about what they really possess. The "i-know-mind" believes that it's in possession of truth through conceptual understanding. The mind does this as an unconscious attempt to protect the self-concept. This is why intellectuals are so active in proving their point; illusions need defense, constant defense. Most seekers don't realize the limitations of conceptual thought. They believe that because they've read a book, follow a famous teacher, become a famous teacher or follow a teacher… that somehow in this associating they have gained truth, but their experience speaks for itself."