Subj:Checking for Truth - Personal Story.
Date:2/3/02 4:29:39 PM Pacific Standard Time
From:theturtlewoman

More and more I am receiving material which is not based in
Truth.... and the best deception is enough Truth with a little
deception thrown into it. It is important that each of you always
check for Truth without interference (personal belief) and deception
(dark side) on everything that comes to you, no matter who it is from.

Years ago this lesson came home to me. I attended the first Whole
Life Expo in Austin, eagerly looking forward to the lectures. Among
the lectures that I attended was one by Barbara Marciniak, author of
Bringers of the Dawn and subsequent books.

I had read the book when it was first published. While reading the
book I found a lot of Truth in it, yet something didn't feel right.
While I read I felt agitated, frustrated, and at one time threw the
book half way across the room with an aggggh! I didn't know why the
book made me feel so uncomfortable or brought out such an unusual and
violent reaction from me.

There was an air of expectancy at the Expo as several hundred people
waited for Ms. Marciniak's lecture to begin. As she walked out onto
the stage, I was struck by the unnatural light which radiated around
her and a glow in her eyes. It was not an aura I was seeing, but
something I had never seen before.


I thought, "wow, what is this, as it is very powerful and I have
never seen this before! This does not look natural nor does this
feel right". She was highly animated, light literally glowed several
yards around her body, and her eyes had an intense light coming out
of them, almost as if they were on fire. Now, I have been in the
physical presence of high holy gurus and a genuine True Master, and
have never witnessed anything like this.

As her lecture started with her background and growing up with a
lonely and persecuted childhood as a protector and guardian of her
Down Syndrome brother, an intense ringing went off in my right ear.
For me that sudden ringing is a warning signal from the Source
for "heads up" as something is getting ready to happen that you need
to protect yourself from, an immediate danger. Simultaneously it
dawned on me what the danger was.

Let me digress for a minute. In 1972 I was involved in a
relationship with a man who was a meditator and a social worker,
employed at the MHMR State School in Austin. A mutual friend of
ours, a holistic doctor, who is an initiate of a True Master, warned
me against going out to the state school. When asked why, he
informed me that these schools are filled with dark entities because
they can so easily take over the bodies of the mentally impaired,
thus the aberrant behavior often exhibited by these individuals of
such pure heart and innocent mind. In other words, they are an easy
mark for those disembodied beings of dark intentions who do not honor
free will. He further stated that those who work or live with the
mentally disabled are often wide open to attack and possession from
these entities too.

Just as the ringing went off in my ear and the mental connection of
Ms. Marciniak's personal information came together with my doctor
friend's advice from two decades earlier, I immediately Christ Golden
Lighted myself. Suddenly, a tall dark being cloaked in a dark hooded
robe emerge from her and stepped to her left. Right behind this dark
being came three more.... all cloaked in dark hooded robes. One came
out of her crown chakra which stood behind her, and two emerged from
the front of her... one out of the heart chakra and a dwarf size one
from her solar plexus. The one from her crown chakra moved to her
right and then walked back behind her and through the curtains to
backstage.


I sent Light to the people backstage. The one from her heart chakra
moved back and forth across the stage in front of her with it's hands
clasped behind it's back with it's knees bent in what looked like a
Grocho Marx walk, while the solar plexus dwarf just ran around all
over the stage like a child turned loose on a play ground. The first
one, the tall one on her left, started scanning the audience,
obviously row by row in what struck me as a very predatory manner, as
if looking for easy marks. I was shocked.

I immediately threw more Christ Golden Light around not only myself
but the entire audience and zapped myself and those sitting around me
with the Violet Ray for invisibility. I asked in a whisper to the
friends sitting on either side of me if they saw anything unusual on
the stage, and they both said no. I spent the entire lecture
continuing to Christ Light and being in prayer.

After the lecture, I was shook up, but then understood why when I
read her book I was so agitated and frustrated. She was possessed
since childhood and her book had been written (though with enough
Truth) under that possession. I had not listened to my Self when I
had read that book and had exposed myself to undo danger because of
it.

About thirty minutes after the lecture, I was rummaging around the
Expo's book tables when Ms. Marciniak showed up and sat down to do a
book signing. Only about 5 or 6 people showed up to get their books
signed. I was struck by how she looked.


The unnatural light and the glow from her eyes were gone. She looked
grey and her eyes looked hollow and empty, as if there was no one in
the body at all. She appeared as an empty shell. Upon her arrival,
I immediately Christ Lighted myself and started to leave the area,
but an inner voice said to stay, get in the short line that had
formed, and tell her what you saw. So I did.

I was soon standing before her, the last person in line. She looked
like an animated dead person sitting there. As I introduced myself,
I apologized to her for what I was about to say, but told her I had
been instructed to share what I had seen and knew. As I started to
speak, she went completely white. She listened intently and then
despondently informed me that I was the fourth person within the past
30 minutes since her lecture to tell her that!

The point of sharing this story is this: Never accept anything from
anyone for face value. Check everything. I have found that in
checking for Truth, that the computer creates an interference. It
takes more time to check for Truth in printing out the material and
checking it either in another room or with the computer shut off.


And if the material does not come out completely True, then it must
be checked paragraph by paragraph and sometimes line for line. You
will find, however, if you take the time to do this, that much of
what is going around is filled with half truths. Discernment is your
key to the Truth. And please know, when it doesn't feel right, it
isn't in some way, manner, or form.

In these final days, the dark side will try to trick you on every
level, in every way possible, more so now than ever. You, as a Light
Worker, are the ultimate prize of the dark side. Trust your Self,
and your Self only, for the higher you rise, the farther you can
fall.

Blessings to All.
Stay in the Golden Light.
All My Relations in Love and Light,
Turtle Woman

P.S. If you do not remember how to check for Truth without
interference or deception, please let me know. I will write up the
technique again and send it out to those who request it.
( you can find the technique here www.goldenlight-fleet.com in the
section meditations).