>He is absolutely correct, I am very disturbed
by >DKS actions, comments and intentions.
<br><br>When I described you as being disturbed, I was making
a reference to your mental health. I have never
ever in my life seen an individual with such duplicity
like your, I'm sorry to say.<br><br>Let's see a few
things: Myself and Afshin used to scream the hell out of
each other on the NS board, and nowadays we are mates.
I would not exactly say that he is my buddy-buddy
brother, but things are more friendly between us. Same
with Hari. Contessa and I were severely bitter with
each other, and recently we have had a truce and are
more conscious of each other's positions. And in other
relationships, the same thing has been happening. I have invited
people to speak to me directly and in private, and they
have indeed found that I am a very different person
than what I project myself to be here. Ask
them.<br><br>You, on the other hand, have been on the receiving end
of my deep patience. If you feel that you have lost
faith in Sai, then that is your problem and I am hear
to listen to any objections you have to say. I
believed that you were a nice thoughtful person, but your
conduct in the aftermath has been nothing short of rude,
sarcastic, insulting, aggressive, hostile, and a host of
other really good words, in which I will have to look
up in the dictionary.<br>What is strange, however,
is that as opposed to your military predilections,
you have been exactly the opposit in private. You
have been kind and caring and understanding in
private. I have mentioned all this before so I will not
repeat it again.<br><br>The fact is, since you have
taken a consistently two-faced stance in your approach
to me and others, as well as the issues, I feel that
I am forced to hold you away from myself. I find it
hard to believe how a person such as yourself manages
to change his entire system of thought in the space
of an hour. This has led me to believe that you have
mental health problems, and possibly a split-personality
disorder. May I suggest you seek counselling of some sort?
After all, you HAVE suffered grief.<br><br>&gt;There is
a very good reason behind my actions &gt;and I do
not take what Sanjay is doing lightly. <br><br>And
here we all wonder, especially myself, what the reason
is? <br><br>&gt;There is more to Sanjay than he is
letting us &gt;know and I urge people not to have any
contact &gt;with him whatsoever. <br><br>Very kind of you
Feeny, to help other's out.<br><br>&gt;I know this may
sound bizarre but it is very &gt;important that people
take this advice very &gt;seriously. <br><br>Why? What
has Sanat Kumara told you about myself recently? Did
you speak with St Germain by any chance? What did he
tell you?<br><br>&gt;People I do not intend to
continually be off &gt;topic here. <br><br>But you are. You
seem to gain some sort of sadistic pleasure out of
rubbing salt into people's wounds. If the wound is
healed, you love to open it up again. You know full well
that people like myself are not allowed into your
club, and you have the cheek to ask me if I have read
any of your recent posts? Kindly seek counselling,
Feeny. It will help you.<br><br>All the
best,<br><br>Sanjay