Dear sister Sowmya,
I read yr mail with an open mind and open heart. I
genuinely felt yr feelings. I am sure, Lord must have
heard yr words.
It is the faith which gives the feeling. Feeling gives
the attitude and attitude prompts actions, actions
become habits, habits to samskara. Your smaskara is
devotional.
I would like to share with you one incident how we
know He is with us all the time. One of my friends
asked me to write a letter to Swami on his behalf.
Probably many would have written leters to Swamy and
not many for others. Atlest for me it was the first
time. I couldnot say No, as this friend was in
distress and he never wrote a letter to swamy. In the
beginning, I told him that I will tell him by phone,
so that he can write it down. It never happenned and
fially I had to write the letter. While writing the
letter thinking about my friends plight, I started
feeling his pain and literally was in tears.I was
wondering, why Swamy put me inthis situation. While
the letter is being written, I had this starnge
feeling that Swamy is reading it by looking over my
shoulder. I sent the letter to my friend and he wanted
to send it by fax. He tried several times with out
success.One person was observing my friend's plight to
send the fax. He asked my friend, where he was sendign
the fax.After knowing the destination, He volunteered
to take it to Bangalore as he was flying the same
eveining. As you know, this happenning in another
country is not easy. When my friend narrated this fax
being flown the same evening,I told him, we have to
relaise swamy's omnipresence and shared with him my
feeling of swamy reading the letter. The child who was
critical at that time is still surviving(this
happenned 2-3 years before) and considring the
criticality of the illness of his son, my friend
firmly belives that his fax is anserewd. Needless to
say, now my friend is a regular vistor to Sai bahjans.
In short, the feeling that Swami is with us ,
observing us, helping us is very important. All our
actions, words and even thoughts should reflect the
truth that Swamy is with us always.
I felt the same feeling that prayer reached
Swamy,after reading yr prayer.
sairam, sai prema with you always,
Rajasekahr
--- sowmya jandhyala <fd99078@...> wrote:
> Sairam dear sisters and brothers,
>
> This group is surely blessed with so much of energy
> in it.Just felt like sharing some of my inner thoughts.
> Somehow feel like I am talking to swami himself
> while actually doing this. .......