Dear members,

I really can't believe that you haven't forgtten about me... It's
really extra-ordinary...

I'm so sorry... I just can't believe how much my life has changed
since I started working and living alone...

Don't get me wrong, I love the independance. But it's during those
rare moments that I find time to even visit this website, that I ache
for simpler times, when going to class,and studying were my only
responsibility...

I never meant to give up writing fanfiction... Things just kept on
interfering. I have a few more rough chapters of 'Firelight' on my
computer, and I fully intend on at least getting them into posting
shape, and post them, and I really wish to finish at least that story.

The other ones... I don't know... I won't make promises - I don't
know if I can keep them.

What I can tell you is that I won't post Firelight in the NC-17
rating on this site. I'll see how I can manage.

I feel so ashamed, like I'm letting you down... I hate doing that to
other people...

Hopefully you won't think to harshly of me, and hopefully I'll
finally get my time, energy and inspiration together so I can finish
what I started.

Love
nienie