Ok all my turn for the week. Get home from work today, at the top of the
neighborhood sits my 13 yr old stepson with a sign advertising "carwash at my
address". I tell him to get home, he starts mouthing to me, telling me he has
to pay back my husband for the money he lost at work yesterday, by having to get
him registered etc for the new behaviour school he has to attend for taking a
knife to school on friday.

ok fast foward to about 3 hours ago, he ran away after I had to physically put
him in the car and then flips me the bird and tells me to F off, that his dad
and I are sob's and that I am a lying b****, by this time I wish the sheriff who
is witnessing this, would just dig a hole and let me fall into it. Luckily, God
is watching over us, and has sent us a Sheriff with a 10 yr old ODD, ADHD son
and he is completely understanding. Son mouths off to sheriff and begins to
tell sheriff that if he has to come back in our house he is going to kill
himself. 3 yr old is crying after sheriff puts him in handcuffs and stick him
in the car.

Paramedics are called to evaluate. Put him on stretcher, take him to hospital
for psych eval, receive phone call from hospital, they dont eval children and
want to send him to the local facility, where he has alread been on and off for
3 years.

Extremely emotionally tired at the moment, know I am not making a lot of sense
and am glossing over, but have had pills to stay calm. Husband went to hospital
to decide what to do. Will post more in the morning.

pray for us.