I went to a religious school where the truth was supposed to be held in high esteem. Lying was a "sin". Looking back: Lying was the standard.
I was considered by many to be a "stunningly good looking boy". Dark hair. Blue eyes. Thick brows. Perfect teeth. Great physical proportion. Perfect symmetry. And at 12, I was hitting the gym for sports sake.
Instead of girls, I preferred guys. But that was a "sin", so I had to lie about it or verrrrry bad things would happen. I discovered that upper classman were dealing with the same "lie" too. At 14, as a freshman -the 17 year old son of a Deacon invited me over for the holiday. He was a total stud & star athlete, so yeah - I wanted to hang out with him. His older brother had gone to college -leaving 2 beds in his room. I was supposed to use his brother's. The very 1st night, we got wrestling before bedtime. He pinned me & began to rub my feet. Subdued, I stopped struggling, & he removed my socks. As his massage moved, -off came my other clothes. He locked the door, killed the light, stripped down & got into bed with me. In no time, we were in the raw -face2face, groin2groin. All night we 'came together' repeatedly! (NO AnalSex as that would've been disgustingly unmasculine). We soon were best friends -even after graduation. I made several "best friends" over 4 years! Truth is: Guys are selectively BiSexual. It's N0T a "GAY" thing.
I figured it out: GAYS give/take "it" up the arse & expect everyone else to. Everybody knows that & GAYS insist on it (just check out gay pubs). Men of good character don't play in buttho1es nor do other effeminate acts.
Guys lov'n guys isn't "gay". Guys debasing masculinity -IS. I made sure that the line didn't get blurred. Seemed like nobody else but 'us' drew those distinctions. My church lied about love. It even lied about God's word. The Scripure forbids AnalSex. My church says men who love men all do that. DAMN LIARS!
Years later I found the truth.
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