So, you're a guy who likes guys & is morbidly afraid that someone will find out, or -that you're the "only one". I've been there. Know what happened? At 15 (sophmore), my neighbor & friend: The all-around womanizing jock had a few drinks at a party; -Came back at 2AM, & knowing he was too wasted to go home -tapped on my window. I let him in & he told me his dilemma. I told him he could stay with me until morning. I had a really big bed & didn't mind sharing -especially with Pete. He used the bath off my room & I showed him where things were. I was in my boxers & I thought I caught him staring. He covered by saying I had a good build for a band guy. I hit the weights because I played drums & it helped -but I had more reasons than that -like being noticed by others & not looking like a "pansy". Anyhow, I killed the light & got into bed. Soon, he was out of the bathroom, & then told me he was freeball'n under his pants. I told him it was no big deal & that I slept in the raw too. While he undressed, I covertly slid my boxers off under the covers. Once he was laying down - it didn't take him long to get closer. When I didn't move away, he slid on top of me. I was on my back & him face down so we were pec2pec, rod2rod. He hugged me & bore down at his hips & that was all it took for us both to shoot our mutual loads into the spaces between our kissing navels. We stayed in that position & repeated the experience 4 more times that night. Turns out that he & other jocks were doing the same thing. None considered it "gay" because nobody got b1tched (no arse-phuck'n). Since then, I've been with a number of "str8" guys. It's awesome, -not cheapsex. I'm good buds with the bros I ball-bond with. Most are into chicks too, & none identifies with "ghey". It's about trust, discretion & respect'n masculinity. Lots of guys are into this (or want to be). Not gay; -It's called "G0Y" -spelled w. a zer0. G0Y: No Fems or Freaks! No AnalSex & no STDs! Wow! Click the Related Link below.