you know life is so hard. You have hopes and dreams that sweep away
like the outgoing tide after a sunami. Life is full of
dissappointments and failures. So easy to lose focus and let go of
hope for a better tomorrow. What is the meaning and purpose of
life? Is it really worth waking up tomorrow morning?

Money materialism is just a temporal appeasment to an inward
emptiness. Lust of the eyes and flesh are only escape mechinisms to
try and numb the awful fellings deep inside the barren soul. The
yurning and lust fullfills for a moment than like vapor evaporates
only for the hunger to return twice as strong as before.

Pride is believing you are something when in fact even what you
thought you were was all lies anyway, in fact you are nothing at
all. Those with the most toys when they die win nothing but a life
that was lived for naught.

Everyone you look up to has their own set of struggles. You are
amazed when it comes out that a respected Pastor a pediphile another
cheats on his wife. Dissillusionment invades the truth of what they
really are to what you had thought along the way.

Why live at all? Muslims tell you believe as they and you will live
but all they do is kill themselves and others around them.

I wish God would put an end to this world and send people to heaven
that belong in heaven and those in hell sent to hell. Be done with
this world and let eternity begin.

Hope faith and belief is only what can help you get through today
because without it tomorrow is not worth living anyway.

Good and evil is not just God vs Satan, Muslim vs Christian and Jew
not just good people and bad, but it is you against yourself. Making
the right choices in life and denying the wrong.

I judged the pediphile but is my sins any better I feel sad for him
he lost his family and wife and was forced to move away. I really
feel sad for people and the consequences that they reap from the poor
choices they have made in their past.

All I can say is God is loving and understanding and forgiving and
without him there is no life at all