IF THIS BE GOD, WHAT NEED OF A DEVIL!?!


I don't know how I did it, but I finally got his picture loaded. I always have to try to surprise my hackers somehow on what my next move will be! Several previous tries got an "error" message that was bunk, obviously. He was in his mid-twenties in this photo and I think he was better looking than his famous murdered father. I finally told him the truth several years ago and my house was bugged at the time and still is.
I didn't want to believe it and yet I knew. And as soon as the words were out of my mouth, I realized that I might as well of done to my son what they would do later, just by telling him that his 'genes' were worth a fortune; not in money, but that in somehow I had always made him love his father, my son never knowing that was the case and never having known his father at all! I told him never to talk about it. He was so happy. His idol turned out to be his own father. The man I married had a difficult time with him, anyway, after our divorce. He was a difficult son.

[That was partly my fault because of the premonition of his death,
I inadvertently drifted away from him because of the pain and future pain
that I was trying to avoid.]
Life is like that and ESP is often like time traveling,
you wind up bringing on the thing you try to avoid and fear the most.


Too smart and yet too willing to trust the wrong people, who, of course, knew all along. His life had been safe so long as he, himself, did NOT know. Now that was changed and I had inadvertently started on the road that I had seen so long ago... losing my child to death. He held the name of the man I hurriedly married and his legal parentage.

Michael John Conroy
B 9/11/63
D 7/7/01
Found 7/9/01