Hey, glad to see that you found out who you are. Dont worry, youre not evil.
Believe me, accepting this part of yourself is a great spiritual step.
Learning to accept what God made you helps you to become more in tune with
God.
Standing against the controvery of the church really helps to strengthen you
spiritually and confirm your identidy and true self. Remember, we are all
divine, and god is within all of us. He revels himself in different ways to
different people.


Thanks,
T










On Sun, May 10, 2009 at 9:17 PM, scottzadams <scottzadams@...> wrote:

>
>
> Whats up everyone? My name is Scott and I'm from Chesapeake, Virginia. I am
> 17 years old and am a new member. I am a gay Christian in the closet to
> everyone but my close family and my best friend. Right now I am so confused
> and need guidance because my baptist church tells me its a sin to be gay
> because it says so in the bible. But how can it be a sin when I honestly
> believe I did not choose to be this way. This confusion has led to anger
> which has led to depression which has led to a few failed suicide
> attempts(thank God they failed). Also all of my closest friends are
> Christians, and I believe they are also a bit cautious but not homophobic on
> the gay subject. I also want to "come out" but A fear of having no friends
> (which is all I have right now is friends for happiness)keeps me back from
> releasing my secrets that for me, need to be released. Can someone, anyone
> help me with guidance? Or is there someone else out there struggling like
> me? feel free to email me at scottzadams@...<scottzadams%40yahoo.com>
>
> Thanks,
> Scott
>
>
>



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